Veronica ➰

“Ti chiedo solo una cosa. Se arrivassimo a perderci, promettimi che nessuno prenderà mai il mio posto. Promettimi che saranno sempre un gradino indietro, un posto affianco, un abbraccio dimenticato in meno di me. Promettimi che quel posto sarà occupato sempre e solo da me. Che ci inciderai il mio nome, che non eliminerai il mio profumo. Prometti di non sostituirmi mai.”

“Losing you wasn’t just painful, it was fucking damaging also. It wasn’t me sitting down on a couch surrounded by my friends as we watched movies and ate food to try and forget you. It was me staying up at four in the morning because the thought of you was so fucking strong I couldn’t even close my eyes without seeing your face. It was me swallowing thickly and blinking back tears every time I was in public, the hole in my chest causing my breaths to come out shaky rather than normal. It was me laughing at things for no reason as my stomach turned because the urge of falling apart was getting stronger. It was me crying at random hours during the day and me not wanting to get up out of bed. It wasn’t just me staring blankly at your number, deciding whether or not if I should call you. It was me throwing my phone at the wall and breaking it, because I was drunk again and the thought of you ever changing your information terrified me. It was me deleting our conversations and regretting it because now I couldn’t know where we had went wrong. It fucking hurt, losing you had hurt and I wasn’t ever able to forget that kind of pain.”

“I don’t want to lose you but at the same time I can’t be friends with you because I can’t stand seeing you with her.”

“I had to let us go. Not only for me but for your sake. I didn’t want to be around, constantly reminding you of what could’ve and what would’ve been. I know what i have to offer and i know that i just might have been the best thing that you ever got to call ‘yours’. But you just weren’t ready. So i had to let us go.”

“They look at each other like they were almost lovers, like they should have kissed and made love and laughed in bed together, but they chose to stay friends instead. They look at each other with what ifs and could haves and hearts full of regrets.”

- letture-

“Never apologize for being sensitive or emotional. Let this be a sign that you’ve got a big heart and aren’t afraid to let others see it. Showing your emotions is a sign of strength”

“Ma io voglio che tu impazzisca all'idea di me che sfioro qualcun altro.”