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When you feel the heavy heart and the pain and you have your pending syllabus in front of you then what do you finish first syllabus or the crying ?

Sometimes it gets so frustrating when someone doesn’t get your point that you get to the level where you start thinking what if that person is getting frustrated because I wasnt getting his point. At that stage I don’t know what’s right or wrong or what to understand or avoid

My mind is currently shuffling a lot of thoughts and out of all the thoughts I know this for sure that academic stress, things in the medschool that are not in our hands but doesn’t feel right to be happening feels more like a gut wrenching pain and the hurt from people you trust feels more like a deeper chest heaviness. The later one still wins when it comes to remembering the pain few months or years later it never fades ig. So it is very important to not make someone close feel the chest heaviness kind of pain specially the one they feel at 2:22am in the morning. #growingupsucks(since it wasn’t an option in the hashtags so yeah.)