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I'm terrified that I won't be able to pay my rent & bills this month!!

Saturday, August 22nd: Hello, everyone. I’m Gem, a bi, mentally ill, and disabled woman in desperate need of help, as I'm struggling to pay some bills, which have caused me to go into the negative.

I apologise for asking for help again. As most of you know from my previous posts, I have been struggling to make ends meet while on welfare. And due to my outstanding bills and ever-increasing debt, it has been difficult for me to make ends meet. These past few months have been absolute hell, and with no other income, I've been relying on the kindness of others to get by.

However, I desperately need that kindness again, as bills that I didn't realise were due have been charged to my account. And I've tried really hard to put off making this post and deal with the overdrawn balance myself, but I'm really struggling, as I can't possibly pay this off on my own with the limited welfare I receive, which I don't receive until the 31st!!

Additionally, the longer I cannot clear this, more charges will be added to my account and I won't be able to pay my rent this month.

Again, I know this is a lot to ask, but if anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would mean a lot, and sharing helps just as much. 

Thank you ❤️

£0/£109!!

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My name is Bilal. I am a 35-year-old father of four children 👨‍👧‍👦 from Gaza. I lived a simple life with my family. I worked hard every day to provide my children with a decent life and a better future.

But the war took everything from us… 💔

In a sudden bombing, my home was destroyed, and the place that once brought my family together became nothing but ruins. I lost several members of my family, and I, my wife, and my daughter were injured, leaving us with deep physical and emotional suffering.

After losing my home, my job, and my only source of income, I became unable to work because of my injuries. My responsibilities became greater than my ability to provide. Today, I live with my children in a small, worn-out tent ⛺ that does not protect us from the heat of the sun ☀️, the cold of winter ❄️, insects 🐜, or rats 🐭 that have become part of our daily struggle.

Even the little food we manage to get 🍞 does not remain safe for us, as the rats eat it, and my children cannot eat it afterward. We are living in extremely difficult conditions, trying only to survive through fear and hardship 💔.

The tent where we live is located near the yellow line, and we have nowhere else to go or a safe place to shelter. It breaks my heart to see my children suffering while I cannot provide what they need 😢.

I ask kind-hearted people ❤️ to stand with me and help us provide medical treatment for my wife and daughter 🏥, secure the basic needs for my children, and help us overcome these unbearable circumstances after losing everything.

Please donate whatever you can to help us and stand by us during this difficult time 🙏. Your support can give my family new hope and help my children have a safer and more dignified life 🤍.

Please share our story with anyone who may be able to help 🤲.

Thank you to everyone who extends a helping hand and feels our pain ❤️.

I'm Shaimaa from Gaza, 32 years old, a mother of four children who have suffered fear, displacement, and homelessness. Can you imagine? They are living through a horrific war in which they bear no responsibility. Yet, the war in Gaza has stolen their beauty and their childhood, burdening them with anxieties far beyond their years. They even search for water as if they have aged decades.

I am now the sole provider for the family because my husband, Ibrahim, who was always determined to succeed and who was my inspiration and main source of strength, was seriously injured in his foot during the war and lost his passion for everything, even his medical care. He needs specialized treatment for his foot, and without it, he suffers from severe pain, fatigue, and exhaustion. What did he do to deserve this?

We lived in peace despite all the hardships, but in a moment, we lost a great deal of effort. We struggled and rebuilt ourselves from nothing, until God provided for us, but I never imagined that our struggle and effort would vanish and never return. Our home, with all its beauty and warm memories, is buried under the rubble. I simply grieve for the memories.

As for me, I won't speak about myself because everything that has happened saddens and pains me. But to you, people of compassion, I place my hope in you to save my family. My family and I are not safe from this war. I pray to God to help us escape this death, so that we can salvage what remains of us. Please help us buy basic necessities and leave Gaza so that my husband can receive treatment for his foot – the cost of leaving is $5,000 per person. Help us live a dignified life. My family is the most precious thing in my life, and I thank every donor for their humanity.

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Hello friends, I am Yasmin from northern Gaza Strip. I am 27 years old, a mother of two children, Sila and Youssef, and I have been married for more than 7 years.

I was studying Journalism and Media at the University College, and I had both a home and a job. But because of the war, I lost my home, my work, and everything I owned.

My family’s house was also destroyed, and now we have nothing left except a worn-out tent whose torn walls cannot protect us from the heat of summer or the cold of winter.

My husband is injured. He was involved in a traffic accident while trying to get aid, and he is now disabled and unable to work.

My children have suffered from malnutrition due to the lack of food and proper nutrition.

That is why I am only asking for your help and support. I am here trying to save what is left of my children’s lives. They are between life and death.

Please, try to support us and donate whatever you can.

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Excerpt from Whose Flesh Do We Remember ? my song analysis of Four Women by Nina Simone

Screenshot from the visuals to Have Mercy by Chlöe directed by Karena Evans

Excerpt from Whose Flesh Do We Remember ? my song analysis of Four Women by Nina Simone

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Excerpt from Whose Flesh Do We Remember ? my song analysis of Four Women by Nina Simone

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I'm now dealing with a 480 $ (it used to be 340$ a couple of days ago and then not only the fees multiplied like ants, but I find myself needing cash for medical care) overdraft, while needing urgently to cover transportation costs, medical expenses, and much needed toiletry.

Oh, and also clothing and apparel as seams are slowly wearing down in every other corner.

This means that not only do I need to raise the 480 $ to refund my overdraft, but I also need to raise 480$ as a general goal. I hate it, but it's somewhat urgent and time sensitive.

81/1160$

31/260$

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I'm now dealing with a 480 $ (it used to be 340$ a couple of days ago and then not only the fees multiplied like ants, but I find myself needing cash for medical care) overdraft, while needing urgently to cover transportation costs, medical expenses, and much needed toiletry.

Oh, and also clothing and apparel as seams are slowly wearing down in every other corner.

This means that not only do I need to raise the 480 $ to refund my overdraft, but I also need to raise 480$ as a general goal. I hate it, but it's somewhat urgent and time sensitive.

81/1160$

31/260$

PP: [email protected]

K0fi

I'm now dealing with a 480 $ (it used to be 340$ a couple of days ago and then not only the fees multiplied like ants, but I find myself needing cash for medical care) overdraft, while needing urgently to cover transportation costs, medical expenses, and much needed toiletry.

Oh, and also clothing and apparel as seams are slowly wearing down in every other corner.

This means that not only do I need to raise the 480 $ to refund my overdraft, but I also need to raise 480$ as a general goal. I hate it, but it's somewhat urgent and time sensitive.

81/1160$

31/260$

PP: [email protected]

K0fi

Adrienne Raquel, from her photographic essay ONYX

Excerpt from my publicly available poem And How Much There Were of Those Hands Holding Our Vexed Bearings ? *

*As this poem is publicly accessible, if you don't suscribe, you can tip through the following avenues:

PP: [email protected]

K0fi

Excerpt from Whose Flesh Do We Remember ? my song analysis of Four Women by Nina Simone

Screenshot from the visuals to Have Mercy by Chlöe directed by Karena Evans

Excerpt from Whose Flesh Do We Remember ? my song analysis of Four Women by Nina Simone

Erik Carter, from his project Jolene

Excerpt from Whose Flesh Do We Remember ? my song analysis of Four Women by Nina Simone

*As this song analysis is publicly accessible, if you don't suscribe, you can tip through the following avenues:

PP: [email protected]