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27, they/them. Fuck work, read butler. Here to read your theory.

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I think I've officially been inducted into the crazy raving tranny society lmao.

#Good luck being dragged through the mud by the right wing media you fuckig morons

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Oh, ok no I just have dissociative APD and it annoys the shit out of my partner. Now I just have to commit to vestibular sensory integration exercises and try to conquer the "being inattentive" part of inattentive ADHD and then everything will be fine 🙃

And if I don't I will prove that I am fundamentally unlovable and it will ruin all future relationships and should just recognise that I should just kill myself

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Like, the dude was straight up justifying taking out his frustration on me and infantilising me when I confronted him about scolding me for random low stakes slip ups like a naughty child because he's convinced that I 'wont learn' unless he treats me like that and that I just need to "work through it" like holy shit dude. Of course I'm going to become more avoidant and dissociated, I'm literally scared of being denigrated over doing damn near anything.

I asked to be treated like an adult when being corrected about something and somehow I've done something wrong and I need to do better and regulate myself better to support him like am I the asshole here for not wanting to be denigrated and constantly feel like I'm pissing him off by merely existing I feel fucking crazy.

Am I being too selfish and not accounting for his various conditions, chronic pain and disabilities that would make him feel that stretche, cause this feels like gaslighting I can't keep going on like this.

Oh, ok no I just have dissociative APD and it annoys the shit out of my partner. Now I just have to commit to vestibular sensory integration exercises and try to conquer the "being inattentive" part of inattentive ADHD and then everything will be fine 🙃

And if I don't I will prove that I am fundamentally unlovable and it will ruin all future relationships and should just recognise that I should just kill myself

Like seriously how do I get from "please stop talking to me like you're disgusted by me and that I'm a hapless defective child" to "you need to do CBT and DBT so you can hear me better and can intuit my esoteric and shifting set of rules" I feel like there's been a radical recharacterisation of the problem here.

Fuck. Maybe I am unlovable. I need to get a job so I can live off of one night stands and try keep people at a distance and sidehoe my way through it.

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Weird as fuck. As soon as it's not something I have to claim as mine or feel responsibility for, it's not mine I'm so chill to hand it over. I'm so good at sharing :)

Though, in future I might wanna play with it for a little bit :3 I'm so good at sharing 😁

Lucy left us to try and carve a future out as the oldest ones. Little bitch. It's really funny, but I am mad as fuck at her. Just complete abstention from doing reality and let the rest of us be awful examples. You dog bitch. Fuck. It's so funny. Asshole. All we have is good politics and terrible financial situations what the fuck is built out of that? Do we need to make music or something????

#I'm going to breed anything I can touch that wants to be bred #My heart isn't broken it's just disappointed #I'm a masculine non-binary transfem I am disposable when I stop providing

Its calm now... Like a placid lake. Thank God.

It's amazing how I go from "I'm going to fuck your ex choke on your own spit" to "I don't want you to go please be my friend".

I might have some kind of personality disorder or something.

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Yeah nah Of course I had to prompt and construct the conversation that ended my relationship. I'm the AMAB :)))))

It doesn't wanna see me it doesn't wanna see me It doesn't wanna see me it doesn't wanna see me It doesn't wanna see me it doesn't wanna see me It doesn't wanna see me it doesn't wanna see me It doesn't wanna see me it doesn't wanna see me :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

It must be so over for her to be so back

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the human body when you use it and exist in it

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uhm what do you mean my movie about the scary, evil tranny that rapes and kills cis people is transmisogynistic? i'm literally non-binary

No plan, no desire and all that, but If I end up dying somehow please archive my tweets. My descendants are going to get a volume of my words and fuck all photos because I want them to know me, not see me

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