"to love me is to suffer me"

i LOVE modern pop music don’t get me wrong but getting into ethel cain really showed me how short most songs are in comparison, like 2:30 used to be the average and now i’m used to 5-8 minutes and like. idk it hurts that bridges and long pop songs aren’t common, and being able to be fully invested in long songs and not want to skip is totally a testament to a song’s quality

i hate my genshin impact era i was actually so cringy and liking vocaloid made it worse 💀 like i was such an idiot fuck i sorta hate my omori era too i was so cringe just like in general. i’m glad ive grown up and im not like deep into any fandoms anymore

using “:3” unironically is so fuckin cringe i’m glad i outgrew it

actually wait obsession really reminds me of jennifer’s body like both movies have like similar themes imo

i just got out of the theater but oh my goddd obsession was crazy i loved it

me and my friend looked at each other and like. we were both about to say this is like some ddlc type shit like nikki is very much reminiscent of yuri

at the movie theater rn to watch obsession there are like a bunch of people here but i think me and my friend are the youngest

idk how televangelism was improv when i sit at my piano and improv i maybe play like three different chords and call it a day

how am i supposed to aspire to be famous one day when i have the most weird dumb sounding surname ever

it’s so awkward when i have to explain to teachers “erm actually i go by a weird ass nickname yes i just chopped off one letter

i’m so envious of people from cali and new york and honestly. anyone from either coast like there are so many more opportunities for yall im completely hopeless here 😭

when i think of someone who’s more than a friend when i listen to nettles it’s over for everyone

i’m rewatching x rn and like fuuuuck i need maxine’s eyeshadow soooo bad