dead girl walking

simply.nvra: i look forward to it. simply.nvra: of course. i’ll let you hold on to that idealistic thought. if not me, then perhaps someone else down the road will get you in that way. simply.nvra: that makes me feel nice and warm too. simply.nvra: there’s my handsome little j. simply.nvra: good. we’ll have to leave that up for the next two days or maybe three if i decide to stay a third for some nice aftercare. more baths, more massages. would you care to dress me up when i can’t move properly? i’ll be your little doll. simply.nvra: .. you’re tempting me. i have two videos selected already. now it just depends on whether i want to go through with it or not. simply.nvra: a woman. okay. i have someone in mind. someone i have fun with every now and then. someone who also takes good care of me. i’m curious as to whether you two have gone at it or not already. knowing her track record, perhaps you have. simply.nvra: besides, i was thinking more of another man being brought along to play. i’d like to see if you’re capable of seeing me in action with another regular. maybe this is just me attempting to rile you up for some hard deserved punishment on my part without the videos.

simply.nvra: it depends on if you think i deserve to feel such a way. if you’re in the mood to spoil me or now. simply.nvra: you and i both know such a thing will never happen, whether it be for your incompetence or mine. it definitely is a nice thought. simply.nvra: of course. i enjoy the little tastes of normalcy because of you. the domesticity. simply.nvra: show me that million dollar smile, j.  simply.nvra: a couple of night .. i can do that. do you still have your ‘ do not disturb ’ door knob hanger i got for you sometime ago? simply.nvra: well, i have the lingerie. i also still have those videos i should be sending any time now.  simply.nvra: tell me, how would you feel about me bringing along a third body? would you get off on the idea of someone else fucking me as you watch?

simply.nvra: i don’t know why but you saying such things makes me feel .. of more valuable than i’m actually worth. simply.nvra: don’t say such things when we both know you wouldn’t quit them for me only. simply.nvra: i don’t mind for now. keep going with your sweet nothings. simply.nvra: i’ll whatever you tell me to, you know this. i listen only to you. as if staying the night in your arms for two days in a row is such a bad thing. simply.nvra: we should do something new today, yes? any ideas you’d like to share before i make some calls?

     infatuation brimmed her eyes brightly, warmth filling the air strongly on her part as ambient music played on in the background. she’s not aware what seolbi had decided to play. truthfully, she didn’t care. hues payed attention to only her. only the way they both seemed to come back to each other in the form of these sleepovers. nora finds it enthralling. how easy it was for them to drop whatever person they were playing with that week for each other and their company. both sets of bodies are sprawled somewhere on the soft floor of her room, the night sky shining through the huge windows from beside her bed. she allows her fingers to easily take hold of a red strawberry in a bowl before them. licking her lips, she takes a bite right after making sure the other watched her deliberate moves. she’s in nothing but her signature set of lacy lingerie as a loose sweater hung against her frame for some source of comfort. even then, she couldn’t bring herself to look away from the other for long. every movement made her stare in awe and all she could do was hopelessly fall into the trance that was seolbi. this was fun, this was nice. a different sense of high. if only she could stay like this for longer. ‘ i regret not getting these with chocolate or whipped cream, ’ she softly let out. ‘ .. wait, now that i think about, there might be some in the mini fridge. would you like for me to go and get some ? ’

simply.nvra: i wasn’t aware you cared that much. you’re paying for my expenses, shouldn’t that be enough? simply.nvra: you make it seem as if i’m the only one you want. there are plenty of girls here who already keep you busy, who’d be willing to take my place in case i ever decided to leave .. however, i’m not leaving so don’t get any ideas. simply.nvra: i don’t need a definite answer but if you do come up with one, don’t ever be afraid to share. simply.nvra: jaden, this is a serious question -- are you intoxicated? simply.nvra: we can do it twice. as soon as i get there and tomorrow morning, assuming you’re going to keep me there until then. simply.nvra: classes are still out. now is your chance for you to do whatever you wish, keep me awake all night, have me not be able to walk properly tomorrow. simply.nvra: i have nowhere to go. let’s have some more fun, shall we?

     ‘ i want to say belle for her sweet and tender personality. for her likelihood to have her nose stuck in a book. perhaps even the way she found herself falling for a b e a s t, not for his looks but for his inner self. unfortunately, if i were to be realistic i think i’d have to pick someone more like –  maleficent. cruel at heart, responsible for all misfortune. all things i have personally been called in the past. she became the villain simply because she was mad at not being invited to a christening. how more relatable can she get ? ’ 

simply.nvra: i’m only joking, sweetheart. compared to everyone before you .. you’re nothing close to a bad guy. simply.nvra: such a person doesn’t even exist.  simply.nvra: forgive me, i’ll stop asking so many questions.  simply.nvra: a whole lot more than you could ever imagine. i’ll remember that. simply.nvra: i know but with everything i’ve told you about my past, you must know that trusting isn’t something i do easily .. i do like being around you, jaden. that’s a start. simply.nvra: i’ll be over soon, okay? i’ll probably stop by to buy some things beforehand but i’ll tell you when to start filling the tub.  simply.nvra: look at how dark and sad it suddenly got. maybe wearing a dress wasn’t the best decision but i’m sure you’ll keep me warm even without you being here.

simply.nvra: that makes it all worthwhile now, doesn’t it? simply.nvra: i’m swooning. that is the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me. simply.nvra: your power has limits? what a turn off. perhaps it’s time for me to find someone else. simply.nvra: i’m your clumsy girl, though. you’re the one that keeps me around. i still don’t know what it truly is about me that made you decide to take such a liking to me, are you like everyone else? is it only my set of skills that makes you want me? simply.nvra: you taking care of me. a concept i am still wary of. i still remember how such a thing was completely new to me since i had never experienced such a genuine thing before you. simply.nvra: i’m afraid you’re feeling forced to say such sweet things. i won’t deprive you of anything, j. is there a reason why you’ve suddenly become so open?

simply.nvra: appreciate how i’m going out in the rain for you. appreciate my outfit. appreciate how i dressed up accordingly for the punishment i’m still expecting to receive. simply.nvra: i do, i do. that’s why i’m not backing down. i’m just waiting for the right time to text you the pictures and videos .. simply.nvra: it’s actually raining and i’m saddened. it was so nice out a few minutes ago. simply.nvra:  do you really want my hand full of cigarette burns running through your hair? truthfully i’m just scared the soap will make them sting more. simply.nvra: she looks like a mess. the type of girl to burn her hand on purpose for the adrenaline. simply.nvra: you’re so needy today. so desperate. all the things you’re saying are making me smile though so .. you must be doing something right.

simply.nvra: are you? sometimes i can’t remember, especially when i hear your phone buzz so much when you’re over. simply.nvra: you know you’re always welcome to. simply.nvra: that sounds like a challenge.  simply.nvra: should i make daddy mad on purpose? are you in the mood to punish a reckless girl? simply.nvra: a bath with you .. hm. only if you still have the bath bombs i left at your place last time. even if you don’t, i don’t think i’d be able to say no. will you wash my hair for me?  simply.nvra: yes, like this one too. simply.nvra: it’s missing clean sheets, that’s what it’s missing. simply.nvra: as well a handsome man who just doesn’t know when to go home. sure, you might’ve paid for most of the things in the room but still, j.