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All she tells me is how useless I am

How am I supposed to want to do anything like that ?

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #you were just telling me how much of a good job I've been doing #or is that a lie ?#you've always been a terrible liar

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I don't have the heart to tell them that I don't care and haven't for a long while.

I'll just let them make up my future in their minds, it's probably much more than I have anyway

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #and honestly i don't care #they'll find out eventually #when i have to go out and she eventually kicks me out because shes grown sick of me #it'll happen

Thank the universe I don't have a ride

I "accidentally" missed my appointments

Oh noo, how unfortunate

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy

I have two appointments in a row and I haven't slept I hate everything and everyone

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #i do NOT want to talk to doctors or any of whatever position theyre called #hell no #like they're looking down on me #im stupid to them

Tbh it's not that serious

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #like I'm already over it #whatever they're stupid anyway

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The more days that go by, the more I switch from wanting to live to not caring

I am ignoring the inevitable that is independence of adulthood

I don't think I can do this, especially with how much is expected of me from my mother

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #she knows i am not independent and do not function like an adult like i should be by now #but she expects me to fix it in a matter of days and be able to function on my own #i think she sees me as only a burden by this point. and its disappointing to think of but its true #she doesnt like to try to talk to me anymore. she's even started treating me differently from my brother; whom has gotten closer to her #(im not upset about that. but i dont know why she feels the need to have a difference between me and him in tone #other than that she simply has started to not like me. maybe she has for a while but now she's grown sick of me)#i am nothing but a leech. i have been since i was young. and i am sorry for that #one way or another they wont have to deal with that anymore #hopefully

In order to live normally and get by the days, I had to forget about you

Will you ever forgive me for that ?

#mysthinkthonks

If I don't get a coffee soon, something bad is going to happen

Probably

#mysthinkthonks #i am addicted. dependant even #i have been feeling so tired and bored and have been trying things that would normally work #but i need coffee. ice #that sounds so good #if i dont get one tomorrow morning i might just kill someone #that someone being me

f4therlesssss

nvm i’ve said too much #unknowme

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't think I've ever known

I need someone to tell me what to do, tell me what I want

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy

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As soon as I'm not useful to you, you don't like me anymore.

Is it because you found someone else to vent to ? Is that it ?

#mysthinkthonks #she never said anything but i can tell #when i start talking to my sister and getting along with her and hanging out with her more #she starts to treat me differently. is it because I've been getting along with my sister ? is that it ?#do you not like her that much that you become this petty ?#did you really not like me much ?#do you only love me because i happen to be born from you ?#really ?#oh

I don't think my mom likes me

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy

To be honest, I gave up on figuring myself out

My personality is whatever's convenient at the moment

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #and something i can fit in a box #i make myself into a stereotype of a personality in characters #whichever one honestly

It's hard to do much of anything when it feels pointless

Why should I care about my grades and whether I'm going to graduate when I barely even care about living for so long ?

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy

I don't like this middle ground

Either be upset or happy, choose one

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy #my chest feels strange #and the only way to not feel that way is if i feel terrible. so I'm trying to get myself to feel upset so i can get this over with #so i can feel heavy and have a real reason for lazing in bed

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Existing is genuinely embarrassing, I gotta stop doing that

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Doing anything more than getting up from my bed and staying awake during the morning times and eating more than one meal is so hard like omg you really can't do anything huh

#mysthinkthonks #jiraiblr #jirai boy

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