i need to be shot

thinking about Gil being there for Lutz's first death. he's young, still. he's been struck down by complete, freak accident. kicked in the head by a horse, or something. and Gil can only cradle the little shattered body and wait for him to come back. holding it close until it mends and stirs and he welcomes it back softly, tenderly beckoning the boy back from the dreamless place beyond. it won't always be this peaceful, but. it's not a bad way to come back for the first time. for now he's safe, gasping and shuddering back to life into his brother-kingdom's arms. in a few decades when the empire is shot and burned and gassed and shelled to pieces he'll have to get used to waking up alone. his first death was a coming of age, this is just another.

to you he's a sex object to me he's a chronically ill white dog

There's lots of problems with USA public education but also a lot of you were just drawing Naruto characters kissing while your history teacher tried to tell you about the Scramble for Africa

They should make an anime about major history events actually. That way people could still ship the characters and be forced into accidentally learning things

@sachermorte

sexualising a blade sliding between the gaps in plate armour

yes it's obviously penetrative imagery but it's also + more importantly about the intoxicating, terrifying helplessness of being violently reminded of the limitations of your attempts to defeat your own vulnerability

humiliating to be attracted to a conventionally attractive person. I thought I was a more sensitive and refined pervert than this

all that and i havent killed myself yet i must really love this stupid fucking life