‘I am one who loved not wisely but too well.’

uh oh besties we are oversexualizing ourself because it feels better to be used than to be ignored

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

i hope one day you think of me and wonder how you ever let me walk away

in another universe, I'll understand the beauty of life everyone talks about.

They should invent a form of existence that isn't just an endless loop of waking up and feeling misunderstood and alone

never beating the weird bitch allegations

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

one thing about me is i am not going to reply

i feel like no one really talks about how this all is a permanent condition, the sadness never really goes away it just brews in the back of your head. no matter what you’ll always be reminded that it’s always lingering. sometimes i can’t accept it’s always going to be like this. i swear i’m fun and chill i just have this irrevocable ache inside of me. it’s a part of me now and i don’t think i ever wanna let it go. oh i wish to be a normal girl. what is wrong with me?.

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

i want texts at 3am saying you couldnt sleep because you were thinking of me