#NODSQUAD

this is all i want for my birthday someone help

You never really realise how lonely you truly are until you’re sitting awake at 4 am high as a kite, with nothing to do, no one to talk to so you just sit there. And then you get bored. So you do another line. And it’s just a long lifeless cycle

I hate it when I do a bunch of drugs at night and wake up looking like I did a bunch a drugs at night.

Addiction is where you’re so miserable, you’re willing to go bankrupt, jobless, homeless, and alone all for four hours of fake happiness

I'm so sorry for the life I dragged you into...I still love you,I wonder if you still love me..

abandonment issues are fucking painful. i hate that the dumbest shit makes me feel like a small, helpless, confused and abandoned kid. it makes me feel like i’m all alone in this universe. it just fucking sucks.

I love and I hate this post. I messed up someone’s life because I was so selfish and just didn’t give a fuck who I hurt on my self destructing path. Those 2 ½ years were a trashy blur. He’s clean now and living his life and I’m super happy for him….

They can't this post but to those that I introduced to the needle and the multiple substances that it can be used with,I'm so fucking sorry for bringing you down this path of self destruction that I was so proud to be living on.its one of the things ill never be able to forgive myself for doing...