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soemtimes i wonder if p[NAME REDACTED] still gives a shti about me he probably doesnt i tihnk hes just moved on and h he doesnt care like    we never mattered at all thats fine i dont really ca re

ii tihnk about being raped a lot i think about someone calling me a fatass bitch tranny and chokign me and forcing themselves inside me becuase   thats what i am thats all i get , no one gives a SHIT about my feeligns im a fucking doll for people to use and abuse  hahahahahaha aah who gives a shit, who wants to fukcing take care of me or keep me safe, nobody because im a fuckingpiece ofshit and people just want to hurt me

im so stu pid nobody would ever want to fuck me all im used to is being abused lol thats what boys do to me, hurt  me, abuse me , im fuckign shit im such a piece of shit