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dealer!riki who gets slightly annoyed when jake randomly messages him asking if he can give one of his friends a discount. he reluctantly agrees (after much convincing), only because jake rarely asks him for favours. but he fully expects it to be a quick transaction, he unconsciously assumes to be with a guy too.

dealer!riki who’s caught completely off guard when it's you that meets him on the steps outside one of his lecture halls and not one of the guys that jake usually hangs out with. he’s rendered speechless for a few seconds after hearing your sweet voice, “hi, ‘m jake’s friend,” you muttered out, starting at the floor, obviously nervous. he held back the urge to coo at you after you just asked him for a few prerolls, sheepishly telling him that you never really learned how to roll for yourself. he just smirked before noting the way your gaze dropped to the ground again. he really didn’t want you to feel shy or scared so he told you, in the kindest tone he could muster up, “i’ll give ‘em to you in a few hours, sweetheart,” 

dealer!riki who feels endless enamoured by your trusting nature. to be fair, he did text you to ask for your address to drop them round, but he hadn’t expected you to obey so willingly. he didn’t usually do house calls but he thought he’d make an exception for you :3 after all, he’d have to go home and roll a few up for you anyways…

dealer!riki who knocks quietly on your apartment door at 6pm that same day, hands awkwardly shoved in his pockets as he tries to mentally prepare himself to be met with your pretty face again. you open the door with wide eyes and thank him probably more times than you should, shy smile on your face as you take the little sealed bag from his hand, eyes crinkling a little at the corners after noticing the pink paper he’s rolled them in (which he bought especially for you) :p

dealer!riki who starts throwing in random extras whenever you text him. completely unrelated things too. he asks jake for information on you, attempting nonchalance while trying not to sound like an absolute creep, only to hear that you don’t smoke often at all and that you really like cats. he just rolls his eyes at the limited details but doesn’t push, not wanting to draw attention to the fact that he’d never asked about any one of jake’s friends before, and jake had many. the next time you text him he throws in a pack of garishly cute kitty sticky notes that sunoo had given him mid-lecture ages ago, previously shoved so far into the back of his drawer that he almost had to unscrew the whole thing to find them. 

dealer!riki who feels like the stupidest guy in the world when you just giggle in the face of (what he thought to be) a very bold declaration of affection. “what the fuck is this?” you exclaim at him through forcibly stifled laughs at the door of your apartment. he shoves away his embarrassment just to tell you, “jake told me you like cats.” a wave of relief washes over him when your face softens, albeit, you were still giggling, but now the back of your hand was pressed over your mouth before you thanked him, eyes shining with a pinky promise that you’ll use them well :)

dealer!riki who wants to abolish every rumour about himself, who wants everyone’s perception of him as this scary and sullen guy to change because he’s still so bothered by the way you continue to seem nervous around him. he notices how you still avoid meeting his gaze, your cheeks pink while your hands fidget. the only explanation for this in his head is that you’re probably a little bit frightened by him, which absolutely upsets him to acknowledge :(

dealer!riki who decides he needs to actively try to become the nicest person alive when it comes to you and you only. he goes out of his way to try and remember the little things about you after he remembers sunghoon telling him about how “girls absolutely lap that shit up,” his notes app is full of your drink orders and your favourite songs and your little mannerisms that he hopes with all of his being that he’s the only one who notices. he smiles more around you. it started out a little forced, as a way to deter you from breaking eye contact or feeling shy around him, but ends up natural. he really can’t keep a straight face in your presence anymore, even if he tried :)

dealer!riki who finds excuses to see you when he realises that you hardly ever buy from him. he waits outside your lecture buildings every now and then, dragging his hand over face, rolling his eyes at himself and imagining how much of an absolute perv he probably looked like to everybody else. it was all worth it though when he got to see your pretty face, backpack slung over one shoulder as you quirked your head in his direction. “wanted to walk you home,” he says simply after you reach the same step he’s on, trying not to look too excited when he realises that you now meet his gaze with ease, looking up at him through your lashes before accepting his quick offer of carrying your bag.

dealer!riki who refuses to let you pay for anything from him after a few weeks of your first meeting, much to your dismay. he thought it was so cute how you insisted on paying in full so desperately, traces of anger in your tone before you gave in, accepting his bullshit excuses about discount stacking and other completely fabricated on the spot rationalisations leading to you getting 20 quid worth of product for free every week :3

dealer!riki who refers to you as his girl to the few of his friends that he's let in on the secret of his childish crush on you. jake and heeseung try their hardest not to act shocked, and to show nothing other than subtle amusement on their faces as to not scare him off from talking about you like this. it’s the first time they’d ever heard him even speak about a girl, let alone with so much reverence and adoration in his tone.

dealer!riki who develops the softest voice imaginable whenever he talks to you. people swear he’s a different person because the same guy that was arguing about prices with someone like his life was on the line ten minutes ago is now quietly asking if you’ve bought a jacket because it’s getting colder outside and he notices you shiver. when you tell him no he’s already draping his own coat around your shoulders, helping you put your arms through the sleeves and cooing at you when he sees how oversized it is on you, you looked as though it was swallowing you up, fabric just barely hanging onto your frame :(

dealer!riki who thinks about asking you out on a real date a month after he’d met you for the first time. he hesitates before asking jake and heeseung how to go about it, before being gently scolded by sunghoon for way overthinking it and then deciding, of his own accord, that he’d skip the formalities and just ask you to be his girlfriend instead. you of course, say yes. but not before asking him to take you on a date first!

nsfw under div🤓

dealer!riki who tries so hard to take it slow with you, content to just make out on the sofa with you perched in his lap, hoping you wouldn’t notice him rock hard under you as he held back his tongue from plunging further into your mouth like he’d like to do. his hands stayed firmly planted on your hips, the instinctual urge to run them up your shirt forced away before he moved one large palm up to cup your cheek :(

dealer!riki who’s convinced you’ll be the death of him when you sheepishly admit that you always thought it was him who was the nervous one. that it was him who was hesitant to take the next step with you. little did you know he’d been trying his absolute hardest to follow your lead, not even bringing up anything remotely sexual until you did first. he would’ve laughed when you’d told him this if it wasn’t for the sinking pit in his stomach, a harsh reminder of all of the things you both could’ve done together in the few weeks you’d been dating, a rude awakening of how well he could’ve learned the ways of your body by now if it wasn’t for this miscommunication.

dealer!riki who’s almost ashamed of how much he loves teaching you new things. how much he loves the way you clench around him when you’re on top for the first time, your legs folded and your hands planted firmly on his shoulders as you bounce up and down, screwing your eyes shut when he reaches a hand up to toy at your nipple. he thinks it’s the most beautiful sight he’s ever seen, even more so because he knows he’s the first one to see it, the thought promoting an involuntary twitch inside of you. and he ends up teaching you more about even your own body. you’d thought for the longest time it was impossible to cum more than once, but he’d quickly proved you wrong with his nimble fingers and his warm, wet tongue :3

dealer!riki who tries to slowly get you out of your shell even more so, who reminds you constantly that it’s okay to ask for what you want when you want it. you’d never been one to ask for help, or even voice the things that you wanted and desired. you knew this and riki knew this, and without your knowledge, he’d made the decision that this would stop, at least with him. he wanted you to feel comfortable enough around him to trust him in knowing the secrets of your needs. and maybe he went about it the wrong way, but it definitely worked! he’d been fingering you for what felt like hours now, your third orgasm threatening to rear it’s head as you clutched desperately at any part of him you could reach, tears brimming in your eyes at the stimulation. “ki…” you whined out with no further explanation. he understood. “you want more, baby? want my cock?” he almost felt a little annoyed at himself for giving in so easily, hoping that you’d be the one to ask him. you just looked up at him with that glassy gaze, assuming he’d take that as a yes like he always did. instead, “well then… you gotta ask me for it. you gotta tell me how bad you want it, sweetheart. if not, you’re gonna have to settle with just my fingers tonight.” typically, you wouldn’t mind. but today, you felt like you’d actually wither away if you couldn’t get him inside of your wet heat. it wasn’t long before you were muttering out borderline nonsensical begging, much to his surprise. he thought i’d take much longer to coax it out of you, but not unusually, he didn’t realise just how bad you needed him :(

dealer!riki who loves when you let him fuck you when you’re high because of how whiny you get. the mewling and whimpers that you’d normally hold back through clenched teeth are let free at full force, making lasting long enough inside of you to get you off too a much more difficult feat for him. but he’d never dream of asking you to be quieter, not in a million years, especially because he thinks you feel as though you have to be high to release your inhibitions in such a way, that being around him isn’t enough of a catalyst. he probably gets really in his head about it, only to come to the sudden realisation a few months later that you now act this way all the time with him, whether you’re pleasantly high or stone cold sober :)

dealer!riki who ALSO loves it when you let him fuck you when you’re high because you’re not afraid to be messier. usually, you’ll grimace slightly when you feel a mix of shared spit run down your chin, almost imperceptible in the way that your face screws up. but of course, he notices. he notices how you wince when you feel the slick from your cunt and his cum running steadily down your thighs. he notices how you cringe when he pulls his body away from yours, the thin sheen of sweat covering both of you now perceptible. so of course, he notices when you pay no mind to any of these things, and sometimes, when you begin to revel in them :p

dealer!riki who absolutely abuses dirty talk when he finds out how much his shy girl loves it. the pink that spreads deeper across your cheeks and neck doesn’t go unnoticed by him when he calls you his filthy girl, when he ducks down to whisper into your ear how he’s never had pussy like this, how nobody’s ever taken him as good as you do. your whines increase tenfold, and now you’re pawing at his chest from below, pussy clenching around him so tight he gets a little dizzy :3

dealer!riki who’s not all that shocked to find out you’re not as shy as you sometimes seem, at least, not in the bedroom. it’s taken him a while to get you to this point, to get you comfortable enough to instigate. but once you start, he can’t get enough, purposefully winding you up, spreading his thighs wide over the couch or winding his arms around your waist in public, lips brushing over your neck just to feel you press your thighs together. just to see your usually wide eyes look up at him, now squinted, gaze ever so slightly distant as you do a bad job of hiding the effect he has on you. as soon as you step through the door you’re all over him, grabbing his face and pulling it down to yours to press a harsh kiss to his lips, ignoring the smirk you could feel spreading across his face and choosing instead to pull at his shirt, signalling that you wanted it off... and who was he to deny you :3