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i lvoe hanano okazaki i am a big fan of hanano okazaki i love everything okazaki

i ahve an allergy to conventional romance and i love doomed and toxic relationships as well as bromance. i lvoe relationships that are morw than friends less than lovers, or even better, less than friends more than lovers

as an avid enjoyer of fwb dynamics, especially of the roommate variety, ninozaki is like cocaine to me. i must preface that i do not view this relationship as romantic or god forbid positive, i love it as the abusive radioactive bullshit it is. amen. if it ever seems like i am not takign the weight of okazaki's abuse seriously, i promsise that below whatever bullshit i am spouting i am fully aware of the seriousness of her actions. im not stupid, and part of why i am so attached to these characters is because there is an aspect of that relationship that resonates with my own experiences. however, i am severely desensitized to many many things, so i will in practice treat certain things more flippantly than i should.

imnot a good person btw i have an incredbly loose moral compass. please do not assume that im a good person you may end up disappointed. im not a proshipper though if you call me a proshipper or any of that shit i will hang myself in your basement. not a proshipper not an anti but a sligjtly more nuanced, employed option.

i dont have any specific dni ill block you if you get on my nerves or weird me out too much

AND THOUGH IT SHOULD GO WITHOUT SAYING i do not support v*n b*bbitt and in no way is it my intention to devalue the experiences of her victims.

this is a very unfortunate hyperfixation of mine, and i intend to gradually detach my own interpretations from the source material. these characters though are extremely important to me and i do not want to let go of them

i am not at my core a very oc focused person nor am i a writer, and generally my preference is toward analysis rather than personally creating, so this is not my field of expertise and it will be difficult for me to fully pull myself away from base tetro. i will refrain from posting anything from von in its plain form, but i still may discuss it and complain, sorry!!. eventually, i hopw to get to a point where i am living in my own fantasyland!!!!!! but that will not happen immediately. again, it is not in my nature to write original things, so this is a challenge for me and i must wean myself off of official content like a baby deer.