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Nine One Sikness Entry 16 I have not been out rockin as much lately.... been staying inside away from the crazy outside around here... Yesterday I decided to take the bus downtown just to walk around and see what has changed/stayed the same and get some air... While I was walking down S street near 19th a bald well dressed black kid approximately 100 feet in front of me sat down on the sidewalk and appeared to be as if he was talking on his phone. As I walked past him on S street he asked me if I had any 'dope' on me, I shook my head and continued walking... Less than 5 seconds after I walked past the kid, a Sac PD car slowly drives by with the officer in the car making eye contact with me... Fishy speculative situation.... Apparently not much has changed on the grid. What is soo funny to me about this is that there was a few dope deals in plain site about 4 blocks prior to S and 19th that I observed while I was walking... I have been set up before and I have also been detained and held against my will by law enforcement in the name of 'reasonable suspicion' and 'upholding the law'. The other day I read about the Wisconsin capitol singing protesters and all I can do is pray that us honest truth seeking peaceful individuals are protected by God. We will see the promise land after all this injustice and tyranny.

Nine Ones Sikness Entry 15The NSA documents assert that by 2008, 300 terrorists had been captured using intelligence from XKeyscore. Thats what i just read on http://www.theguardian.com/world/2013/jul/31/nsa-top-secret-program-online-data but apparently the nsa or the govt etvc already knows what i look up and search no names of terrorists are revealed nor is it revealed what 'captured' means.... does that mean disappeared in the middle of the night and tortured by strangers then held against will with no charges??? The XKeyscore program also allows an analyst to learn the IP addresses of every person who visits any website the analyst specifies. A few paragraphs later it say this AND much more intrusive tyrannical shit !!! Its ironic because as i type this two old men sit five feet away from me are discussing Snowden and the Bible and Obama and just about every other touchy subject two old men can possibly discuss... they do not sound like humble people though i say that because i feel offended just listening to them talk as i heard them bad mouth Islam ... interesting though is that they are making some legitimate statements but mostly just on the president and quality of life in the world... ive searched hundreds upon thousands of touchy and taboo subjects including searches online where information that is not presented to me in physical form may be easily attained with the correct tags keywords and an open mind... the problem with most americans and the world for the most part is folks are not open minded ??!! how can u talk about how you think it is a sin to be judgmental but then u badmouth something that u have no relation to??? go ahead put me on your govt watch list i probably already am islam extremism america is devil shit keep my guns boston marathon south sac iraq innocent civilians gunned down by white americans having no respect killuminatti kill the Guantanamo gaurds assassinate the politicians giving orders to detain and hold against will good hearted people nine one sikness askari x x raided sac pd molest young teens federal fbi agents are guilty of kidnapping and torture may bust down door anytime women forget they role in society gospel of judas gospel of barnabas book of enoch exodus dead sea alex jones Farrakhan black islam catholic church old people racist in the last days infiltrate cia how can i shoot another muslim crusades ignorance in america much respect to snowden free manning no gay shit spiritual marriage or legal marriage kidnap the leaders of the nsa and see how they like it obama is deceptive terrorist watchlist what is a terrorist what does a terrorist look like domestic terrorism gangs prison gangs police state county is divided will never be unified assassinate keith b alexander based world u know who i really am by the way i type and my web history and your corrupt tyrannical laws are written in discrimination fukboy shit

Nine One Sikness Entry 14 Lil girl in Mcds twerking like Miley and poking her butt in the air like a dog or little bitch she licking the straw hella ratchet damn. It is cute and innocent i guess, but its kind of not really because i am sure that the girl knows that she is trying to be sexy and get attention and although there is nothing wrong with a girl being sexy... it is the clothing that really elevates the ratchetness... oh dont talk too my daughter that wayy or those guys are pervs for trying too talk too my daughter etc... lol in most instances in my city it is more often than not, the girl is usually the one to begin flirting and conversating soo although it may only be innocent and cute or whatever there are situations when its like damn this girl is young and trying to be too sexy. while most moms will get mad at their kids they need to examine their own promiscuity first. dont just say words.... lead by example if momz is hella ratchet than how can they get mad at there 9yo daughter for wearing short skirts and shaking booty that they do not yet have... just fo0od for thought. i have had numerous experiences with girls,ho's,ratchets,sluts,little girls,women,cougers, and 99% of the cases i have the momz is twice as bad not setting any good example. real shit... anyways... shout out to myy muslim women that still where the hijab thats swaggy... and no love for those young bops that think they look 200% better showing 200% more skin... ... ewww american women...

Nine One Sikness Entry 13 Craigslist and Jobs... No relevant employment in Sacramento in the streets for young workers such as myself or peers... the first number i dialed that seemed legitimate for a job turns out the first pick upper of the phone hung up on me after i asked her to repeat herself as i did not understand what she was saying. The second person to answer began asking me for my visa or master card credit card to which i determined that it seemed too fishy so i stated that i was no longer interested thank you and goodbye. Target on Broadway and 65th is hiring but i have no experience nor desire to slave for Target unless the job opening that is available is relevant to what is happening in Sacramento and my future as a worker. In the meantime i will continue my persistence in finding a way to get on and ahead with my future as a worker/survivor in the South Area of Sac . Please forgive me for my errors in typing as i am still learning how to properly write stuff correctly.

Nine One Sikness Entry 12 I walk on average probably about 3 miles a day or more... Yesterday i walked Howe Avenue in its entirety... Beginning at Norwood and I 80 i walked east on Grand to Marysville, Down Marysville to Arcade, Arcade to Marconi and Howe and then down Howe all the way to La Riviera. I took a hour to rest and rejuvenate at McDs on Arden and Howe. Ive walked damn near everywhere in my city multiple times over these years. I am currently saving up for a vehicle because i am tired of always walking from point A to point B... well... its not that i do not like walking, i actually very much enjoy strolling down the Sixness streets... Vehicle = Faster travel From point A to point B = Get $$$ Faster Yes i know that gasss costs money and insurance and dadadadadadaddayada all dat yeah i know... but I am getting fed up with walking everywhere with all my expensive and important business property... In the last week two folks i know have been robbed in the South Area and I am no stranger to confrontation or robberies so... I do know that the more % of time i spend in these Sixness streets = more % chance of confrontation with angry tyrannical oppressive folks that wish to vent on peaceful independent business folks such as myself... soo its about time i stepped my game up to a whip

Nine One Sikness Entry 11 It's CRIP NIGGGA!?!?!? dats wat some black guy just said to me on the light rail leaving 47th station to Broadway... kuz i got red shoes and dreads???? da funny shit is... there is barely ever a group of crips on the train in the south area ... i am NOT saying there are not crips on the train... i am just saying theres plenty of groups of goons on the train usually, but barley ever do they just bang CRIP on random folks ... i guess the guy must have felt disrespected by me kuz when i said 'bru im not into that leave me out of that negativity' he started mumbling to his 2 acquaintances shit like 'this nigga a bitch cuzz' sucks that i am such a bitch i guess!!! i would have caught the fade and hit him first and fassst BUT there is 3 of THEM and 1 of ME ... AND i have all my work material with me today AND MY MICROPHONE... I FEEL THAT ALTHOUGH HE CALLED ME A BITCH UNDER HIS BREATH AND WAS MAKING THREATENING MOVES TOWARDS ME, I HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TO PROTECT MY WORK MATERIAL AND MY OWN SAFETY... AS I HONESTLY DO NOT BELIEVE THAT LITTLE ME WITH MY SUITCASE WOULD BE ABLE TO DEFEND MYSELF AGAINST 3 ABLE BODIED ANGRY GOONS INTENT ON BEING CONFRONTATIONAL IN A PLACE WHERE I WOULD HAVE NO ASSISTANCE... on top of all that i have warrants for my arrest so if i were to defend myself and my work until 'proper authorities' arrived... after running my name thru their database they would arrest me and make my life and work more setback.... cops in my part of town are corrupt and are known to plant drugs, sexually harrass/assault people, and steal personal belongings soo me I really dont want any of that negativity. i just want to continue with my day and work week and i would not like any of that evil stuff around me.... notes.... the other two males with the angry male were not as angry or confrontational as him... but nonetheless i am positive that in the event of an escalated situation they would side with their own... extra notes.... i did not make any threatening move nor did i say anything too much back to them besides... 'bru im not into that leave me out of that negativity' -- GHOST THE BITCH RENEGADE BITCHMOBB BITCH EWWW JULY 08th 2013

Nine One Sikness Entry 10 alot of cops and rt police downtown today... while paying my phone bill saw two cops conversate for 30 minutes i overheard them saying they were supposed to be on the train that had passed by minutes prior.. while i hate sounding like a nosy fucc they were talking loud and clear soo its not like i was listening extra hard... damn how much did those two make during that 30 minute period??? forgive me for seeming as if i think too hard on one topic but damn ... last year on father's day cop molested a black kid on florin light rail station and yelled curse words in front of other young kids and then admitted to mee that he was angry at the fact that he had to work on fathers day!!! wow congrats sac pd and the rt patrol you guys look worse and worse everytime i see you with my eyes, the evil things done in the name of reasonable suspicion and the way you bully people with your words and tone of voice and mean forceful commands you guys not only molest young black kids in public but when you guys are not on the correct train you say out loud how you should be doing your job more??? wat da fucc sac pd is too corrupt..

Nine One Sikness Entry 9 Mcdonalds on fair oaks blvd and howe... early morning its not too uncommon to see elderly folks eating their breakfast... i noticed a group of three elderly who arrived in a car driven by what appeared to be the oldest of the group. upon exiting the vehicle it took almost a few minutes for the elderly group to actually walk to the door and get inside the mcds... what surprised me was that the woman was driving without a problem, yet the woman needed assisstance inside the mcds on seeing the menu and it took her quite a while to walk in any direction almost as if she were walking with a wobble like that of a penguin.???? i was just wondering why nobody was driving this elderly group around it seem to me like a odd thing... old lady cannot walk or see that well but could drive okay??? at what point does a driving test need to be reissued for a elderly person??? this is NOT the first time i have seen this a few times as a pedestrian i was hit by elderly drivers who claimed their feild of vision was limited AND they were not quick enough to slam the break... now dont misconscue what i am writing or what folks may think i am implying.... im jus sayin tho/...../??? - FRI JUNE 21st 2013

Nine One Sikness Entry 8 Same drunk guy lookin for trouble the other night thatcame up to me asking me where im from.... 15 mins later buys cd's off of me and apologizes. i am not wit da bullshit dont have time for that too much money in the world to waste time on bullshit. medi cal thing in downtown at the capital yesterday hellla folks were down there... besides that tho same ol shit in downtown broke folks and knock shit i made some $$$ with out even trying too. - Ghost June 5th 2013 burning another 100 spindle

Nine One Sikness Entry 7 Damn i must say that this blog website stuff is very hard to use and frustrating?? it took me about twenty minutes just to figure out how to do a new entrry on my sac blog... i must not be very blog literate....\well anyways... a few things been happening in sac lately... at 16th street station a week ago cops were at the station more than 15 deep at 10:35pm on a saturday... i havent seen that before looks like they are changing there tactics. a guy with a gun ran off the train and threw his gun down but he didnt get more than 15 feet before he was tackled and wrestled down by the corrupt sac pd... he was not resisting but they continued yelling and slamming his face into the concrete making a scene like they always doo.... if he was smart he would have just stashed his gun somewhere and then just got caught for having no ticket but he probably had warrants and all that so then again you never know... couple other weird incidents... i was running to catch the bus 81 at florin station kuz it was pulling off from the stop and i think that a few young goons were looking for trouble kuz i kept hearing them yell 'were you from bru??? why u runnin' and i am pretty sure they werre talking to me to get myy attention kuz it was dark at the station and they may have beeen looking for easy victims to rob... it should have been obvious i was running to catch the bus so i was thinking wat da fuk????? wierdo goon kid fukboys always looking for trouble it was probably because i was wearing alot of red that evening so they could have been soom florin or 29th goons but fuck it least i got to the store safe and got my groceries. my city is getting crazy this summer i just want to stay safe and keep this movement pushin. - Ghost May 31st reflecting over the last few weeks left out a few things il blog about later

Nine One Sikness Entry 6 Yea i guess its been a little while i gotta get ontop of this blog stuff feely meee??? but yeah... Old guy at 47th light rail station today was peeing (pissing) into the water fountain where ppl drink from not like a fountain where u throw coins into im talking about a drinking fountain dat u drink from. im like damn bru bru why u gotta piss all in the fountain now im not ever gon drink from that fountain agian?? dude gon walk past me and mumble some shit under his breath 'ohh punk ass bitch mmm yadayada bullshit' soo im like 'okay'... im finna punch this guy in his face... he get on the train... i get on the train... he grabs his bags to get off the train at Fruitridge... i stick my foot out and trip the old drunk fucker... he falls to the ground on the train and some stuff falls out of his bags he gets up like he about to do sum shit... i punched his jaw but not too too hard but the funny thing about this incedent is... i have quite a few 'lil homies' on the light rail i guess cause as soon as i tripped the dude, hella lil homiees ran up behind me like 'yo i got ur back Ghost' and one of the lil homies punched the dude right after i did i didnt even know da kids name but now here i am a hour later jus chillin blogging this shit but yea much love ima stay on tiop of this blog stuff folks much love and dont let old drunk guys piss at ur light rail station into the drinking water ya feely mee?? - Ghost Sunday May 12th 2013 early afternoonish

Nine One Sikness Entry 5 Today I picked up some good literature and networked with some folks. The first is tomorow so i am just relaxing right now and drinking a mcdonalds soda. An acquaintance of mine let me have a couple dollars... that was very nice but at the same time he knows that i will return the favor, I am working my money so that it 'stays in the circle' the money i spend to so and so, purchases such and such from my other business acquaintance, who in return throws some of the money back my way... and so on... Picked up a book of Mormon today too... ill read a little bit of that tonight. Picked up another book also. I plan on staying relatively south area based for the first half of next month, must establish a trap spot tomorow and pay debts and phone bill and buy some blank cds and cases and make some quick little power moves with some tree and some phone calls... staying positive and smooth... the boyz were at broadway this afternoon checking names and being nosy and judgmental as always... i had just happened to find a light rail ticket 5 minutes prior soo it is amazing how God watches over folks. yesterday the boyz were all downtown thru the kay corridor today broadway... just trying too stay out of trouble and away from the tyranny and oppressive people. Lets do this and lets get ahead and lets prosper so that we may help our whole community... yesterday i ran in too an old acquaintance Ali, we chopped up game and exchanged knowledge for a few hours hopefully we'll continue researching and staying in contact. much love all folks - Ghost FEB 28th 2013 7pm

Nine One Sikness Entry 4 Why do folks believe everything that comes out the mouth of a cop??? One time about a year ago a female cop told me that i do dope… i said, “no i dont and i have never did that shit in my life take ur statement back!” that same female cop then swore to me that i have a dope charge on my record… (I have no dope charge on my record, i have only one conviction and that was for theft since then my record has been clean. Another female officer swore that i was psychotic… my mom said the cop said that i was crazy and needed mental help… why…??? because i was not resisting arrest like many people do? during the process of that arrest i was fully cooperative and i understood that i needed to deal with the warrants… i even prayed quietly in the back seat of the cop car…. I guess i am psychotic. i have soooo many more stories and instances of sac pd lying and/or being cruel and corrupt so i will continue sharing those times later. – Ghost

Nine One Sikness Entry 3 I got robbed about 5 hours ago… but they did not get away with anything but my bag of groceries…. Arden/Del Paso i got off the train n walked west on Arden. Turned right on Edgewater A Few young goons were following me and nomatter how much i slowed my walking pace, they stayed behind me… got to the the part of Edgewater where it comes out by the bike trail, and i new what was happening… i followed my instincts and instead of walking to my destination directly across the bike trail, i continued to walk next to the houses. they asked if i new ‘Austin’….I responded ‘no i dont know no Austin bruh’ … i knew there question was just bullshit so i continued walking… the black kid of the three kids ran in front of me and attempted to punch my face with a right hook. i threw my bag of groceries down and ran backwards about 6 feet and started banging on the door of the house on the corner of the intersection… immediately the folks inside the house opened there door the not so coordinated young goons decided it was time to dip the area they only took my bag of groceries… my left cheek was slightly hit but not a direct hit because i anticipated something fishy… i am blessed that i did not walk onto the bike trail… i am blessed that my studio remained safe in my backpack on my back… i am blessed that i avoided a fight… i am blessed that the young goons were not that persistent in there robbery attempt… i am blessed that i followed my instinct… i am blessed that i know how to deflect a right hook… i am blessed that karma did not bite me in the ass as much as it could have… i am blessed that i was not jumped, stabbed, or robbed… i am blessed that i did not have a gun because i know i would have surely shot one of the young lurkish goons to defend my studio… i am blessed… i am not that mad at myself or the young hyenas… for i know that it is the first of the month and many folks are still broke and wish to come up by taking material goods and or money from the next man… i did not get that good of a look at the face, body type, or even clothes of the goons… i know that the one that threw the punch was black and the one that asked me if i know Austin was white… they wore hoodies and i am pretty sure they are younger than me… 30 seconds after the incident i arrive at my destination house and drop my studio off. for the last few hours i have been walking the immediate neighborhood just to keep an eye on the area… maybe ill see the goons again and get a better look at they face and etc… my folks over here keep an eye on me from the end of the street while i patrol the area… i warned a few older folks of the incident and wished them blessings and safety during there stroll up/down the bike trail… God thank you for your protection but also i know that it happened for a reason and i need to be even more cautious in my adventures around this crazy capital city… God bless the folks that opened there door and saved me… I am also sorry for the pain i have caused that led to this fishy infliction of karma upon my vessel. – Ghost Nine One Sikness Entry 3??

Nine One Sikness Entry 2 The basement of a crackhouse… House full of folks with instabillities and drug usage… Each individual residing in the house however has a good heart… Fed, bathed, sheltered a homeless boy with nothing asked in return. Oak Park. Who am i to judge the houses residents??? The property itself is in fairly good condition and the inside is as clean as any middle class home… My city needs help but among all the bad and ugly there does lie good. - Ghost JAN2013

Nine One Sikness Entry 1 Nobody cares about me… God cares… but there are times it seems as if God does not care… I care.. i care about all the earthly creatures/creations… i wish i could stop all the mean things that bully’s say and do. I care about it all… but nomatter how much i care about the world , that does not mean much of anything. right now currently at this moment i am alone… although God is always present.. in the physical … i am alone… my music comforts me , but when i turn it off i once again i realise that i am alone… i dont mind being alone… but then again i am a creature that strives for loyalty, unity, peace, love, respect and all the such. i am alone… no working phone, no internet, no way to contact the next human…. it is 11:30pm… the nieghbors in this apartment complex arent the friendly type to just let another into the warmth of their own family’s shelter no friends no family no money no hope no positive environment… i love staying positive… but i have a problem controlling my anger in the presense of a liar or a bully or a instigator when the instigator continues instigating… what is one suppose to do… Jesus would keep his calm… I am not Jesus… it is very hard for me to keep my calm when harsh words or mean/hateful statements are directed towards me. if i was smart i would leave out the door asap… not to say that i am not a smart person if law enforcement comes through, i already know what to expect… i have no where to go once i step outside the door… i suppose i could catch the light rail to the north area and post on an acquaintances couch… but then again if that acquaintance is not present at his home then i will be stuck walking around all night in that area… i dont mind being alone… i realise that there are many people that claim to be my ‘friends’ but those same folks i sure could use there company and shelter now but its too late at night to expect help… jail would be what many people would recommend but i wish jail upon no man caught up in earthly desires nomatter the crime one smart option would be to sleep in the laundryroom but the more i think about it the more it sounds undesireable i do know that God watches over me even when it does not seem so… a nice warm laundryroom does not sound too bad especially with God’s watchful eye… as much as i would like to renegade away from the negative environment of this apartment… i love my room… i love the feel… i love the look of the room makes my heart feel good… i love how it is like my own office… i love the room and more importantly… i hate the ‘homeless feeling’ i hate leaving home… i hate sleeping in other peoples home because i am not welcomed in my own… i hate the street life… as much as i live it and act like i love it and act like i deal with it so smooth… i dont like the street life… its cold outside… not just the temperature… but the hearts of men and the heart of the streets is cold… the more time i spend renegadin through the sacramento streets… the more cold it makes me… i start to feel as though i am embracing the culture… i start to feel myself getting numb… when i am in the streets … my animal instincts kick in… Survival. the feelings of love and positivity and loyalty and unity dont always work that well in the streets… u have to push those feelings aside because in order to survive in the streets… u have to not give a fuck about shit… how can i give a fuck about the next man when my stomach growls and i am in the same hell hole??? how can i ‘give’ anything when i have nothing to give. … i can give my time, my prayers, my message, my … but … Money… they wnat money… folks need money,… i need money, this country is a money hungry counrty. greed, i want to help in any way i can but i first must help myself… i wanna treat thy neighbor as thyself but my neighbors just want money… ‘hey can u spare any change man?’ i get asked this question four times a day and that is on average… i am tired of seeing all these cruel things happen in my city… i am tired of keeping it all bottled up inside of me… i will write! ive always wrote… lyrics, poems, words, ideas, thoughts… i never wrote in book form because i felt as though i did not know how to do so in a proper way…. but now its different… well its the same… but im different… i am going to write these experiences down on paper, on notepad, on microsoft word, on computer, on blog… i am not just a musician… i am a person pushing for truth, respect, honesty, loyalty… i am going to use the resources i have to take notes on this world… even if there are no readers… at least it will keep me busy… something to reflect back on… if my writing are used against me…??? thats how this world is… even truth and honesty can be used in a negative way… i cried this evening… i still may cry more tonight… i would like to say much love and blessings… i would also like to say i am sorry for the hurt and pain i have caused… i dont like being angry… i just cant understand why anybody would purposely and continuously be a bully/instigator… i feel ashamed of myself after my anger dies down… it turns into more of a ‘damn i should have just walked away from the situation’ its just sad that i would face more jailtime for the way i react then the person committing the instigating… i feel if one is trying to harm me but i react and cause them more harm … im the bad guy??? i just want to be peaceful and i push too much for honesty and loyalty but many of the earths creatures dont think like me… damn…. i will say this … i am sorry… u dont have to accept the apology but i feel it in my heart and in my mind that i am sorry for some of my actions tonight… whats next in this maze??? what curveball will be thrown next??? – Ghost Wednesday January 23rd 2012 12:26am