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Father figure -taylor swift "When I found you, you were young, wayward, lost in the cold Pulled up to you in the Jag', turned your rags into gold The he winding road leads to the château You remind me of a younger meI saw potential I'll be your father figureI drink that brown liquorI can make deals with the devil because my dick's bigger This love is pure profit Just step into my officeI dry your tears with my sleeve Leave it with meI protect the family" Her relationship with Noah-chan is basically that.

Cry baby – melanie Martinez "They call you cry baby, cry baby But you don't fucking care Cry baby, cry baby So you laugh through your tearsCry baby, cry baby 'Cause you don't fucking care Tears fall to the ground You just let them drown" it reminds me of that BITCH's phrase (I don't even like saying that slut's name because it might attract her), but it reminded me a lot of it.

The prophecy – taylor swift "A greater woman wouldn't beg But I looked to the sky and saidPlease I've been on my knees change the prophecy Don't want moneyJust someone who wants my company Let it once be me Who do I have to speak toAbout if they can redo the prophecy?" She feels very guilty about everything, and ends up distancing herself; when she distances herself, she feels alone.

Who's afraid of little old me –taylor swift "So tell me everything is not about me, but what if it is? Then say they didn't do it to hurt me, but what if they did? I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me So all you kids can sneak into my house with all the cobwebs I'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said? That I'll sue you if you step on my lawn That I'm fearsome, and I'm wretched and I'm wrong" And it's a song that she will clearly identify with in the future.

Right where you left me –taylor swift

"Help, I'm still at the restaurant still sitting in a corner I hauntCross-legged in the dim light They say, "What a sad sight"I, I stayed there Dust collected on my pinned-up hairI'm sure that you got a wife out thereKids and Christmas, but I'm unaware 'Cause I'm right whereI cause no harm, mind my business If our love died young, I can't bear witness And it's been so long But if you ever think you got it wrongI'm right where you left me You left me no, oh, you left me no You left me no choice but to stay here forever" it portrays the feeling of emotional paralysis, conveying the idea of being stuck in time and unable to keep up with the changes around you.

Na sua estante (on your bookshelf) – pitty "Just for today, I don't want to see you anymore Just for today, I won't take my dose of you I'm tired of crying over wounds that won't close They won't heal, no And this withdrawal will pass, eventually" And more or less how she felt about Nahoya. Andddd The beginning sounds like something a future Hanma would talk about.

"I see you making mistakes, and that's not a sin, Except when it makes someone else bleed I see you dreaming, that's scary Lost in a world I can't enter You're leaving my life And it seems like it's going to take a while If you don't know how to come back, at least send news You think I'm crazy But everything will fall into place I'm enjoying every second Before this turns into a tragedy"

Thinking about it, this song fits both of them haha

Déjá vu – pitty "No truth hurts me No reason corrodes me Even if I'm left only with desire, it doesn't hurt anymore No doctrine convinces me No answer satisfies me Not even boredom surprises me anymore But I feel alive With every rain shower That arrives wetting my body No suffering moves me No program distracts me I heard promises and that doesn't attract me And there's no reason for me to govern No law to guide me I'm exactly where I wanted to be" I think that this song is exactly her.

O último palco (the final stage ) – psikolera or just ordem paranormal. "Pain corrupts the depths of my eyes With guilt, I remember you and my bones tremble What wouldn't I do to change The last stage made you take it all away The world's mask will cover This emptiness that your absence will leave us with Burning everything around, with nothing escaping And there's no air left to breathe" She felt that way watching them die. I hope there's nothing wrong with that, this is my take on it.

Well, my dream was to study psychology, haha, I love analyzing people. I was rereading it, hence the delay. Not all the songs I included are there; the ones I found most interesting are there, along with the ones I mentioned in the first message.

A special mention to "go away," I think that would be the discussion of Smiley and Y/N, I think they're very cute.

@leogf

Done! It's been added to the new chapter and hopefully our lovely readers will enjoy this lovely playlist too! I'm in a lovely mood because I just thought of a lovely way to make this lovely last line of yours a reality in the story.

How old are you turning?

I feel like it's criminal to reveal my age considering I'm writing a fic about teenagers (who do turn into adults in time leaps, but teenagers) but I assure you I was 15 when I started!

That was in 2021.

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Happy birthday, darling! May your day be amazing!! 🤍

It's the 11th here, so for me you've already had your birthday. Haha

Enjoy your day/night, happy birthday!! :) 🤍

Thank you sooo much <33 @leogf

Iwaizumi Hajime (this hawT!)

2. All Might!

I recently got to see art pieces (commissions, posts and those not yet posted) on her Instagram — which, by the way, is open for commissions — and am pretty impressed myself!

😭

Aqui está.

morfina - lourandes

"I don't know what's happening I feel haunted Because I look at my ceiling And I see myself hanging And sometimes I sleep Sometimes I feel nothing And sometimes it hurts so much that I realize I'm already drugged

There is no silence Nor communication; And it seems so silly But I see no solution" I think that would be a phrase she'd say in the future.

me desculpe jay z ( I'm sorry Jay Z) - baco exu do blues

"I don't like you, I don't want to see you anymore Please don't call me anymore, but… I love you so much, I smile when I see you Never forget me I don't like you, I smile when I see you I don't want to ever see you again I look like you, you're in the mirror Don't drive me crazy anymore

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I truly love you I love you in a pretend way I love walking around town Baby, I have no way out

If I lie to myself, imagine it for you, my love (my love) To myself, my love (love) If I lie to myself, imagine it for you, my love. To myself too" This song is about a person who has difficulty communicating their feelings and ends up pushing others away.

how deep is your love - mitski

"How deep is your love? Is it like the ocean? What devotion are you? How deep is your love? Is it like Nirvana?"

colors - halsey

"Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so You said your mother only smiled on her TV show You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope I hope you make it to the day you’re 28 years old

You’re dripping like a saturated sunrise You’re spilling like an overflowing sink You’re ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece And now you're tearing through the pages and the ink'' I don't need to explain, haha.

I'm a mess - bebe rexha

"I'm a mess, I'm a loser I'm a hater, I'm a user I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed I don't trust no one around us I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new" I think that's how she would describe herself.

nobody - mitski

"My God, I'm so lonely So I open the window To hear sounds of people To hear sounds of people

Venus, planet of love Was destroyed by global warming Did its people want too much too? Did its people want too much?

And I don't want your pity I just want somebody near me...''

lunchbox friends - melanie martinez

''I don't want no lunchbox friends, no I want someone who understands, oh, no Come to my house, let's die together Friendship that will last forever, no No lunchbox friends, no, no No lunchbox friends Come to my house, let's die together Friendship that will last forever''

vida longa, mundo pequeno (Long life, small world) - oriente

''I know I'm burdened by bloodsucking energies That smoked my cigarettes that burned alone In the ashtray, and I make them leave in the early morning Setting fire to the brothel, with cachaça or a getaway driver I talk about various changes, but in the end nothing changes I'm a rascal and my philosophies are contradictory Sometimes I give myself away, explaining some other story to you The wind that carries me is the wind that blows now Strong winds shook me, but I restructured myself before

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You let go, look into my eyes, and take my command You embody a gypsy, and I, with the swagger of a rogue When I miss all our moments I'll think about calling you, but I'll find you in other bodies Other drinks, other areas, another plane, another world

Rogue's heart, mischievous, vagabond gaze My mind and my madness are what made you want to come And that same madness that made you want to leave It's better if you go now, before I'm rude See you later, my little one, it's still written maktub And the skinny guy gets emotional, because it hurts me to let you go But you wouldn't be able to keep up with me''

são paulo, 2015 - jão

''Running from myself and all my past Paying myself, I pretend, killing loves in vain

Anyone's bed to fill me up São Paulo is a drug, it'll use you Thousands of people suffering in a bathroom You'll go up, you'll go down

Every night I go out to run away from myself And every night I always find myself like this My God, you swore you'd take care of me São Paulo is such a sad, beautiful world It gave me everything I have, it took away what I had I run from myself, I find myself at the exit But I'll get used to it

Another night, I surrender, atop a skyscraper I own the world, dreams for rent And when I look at myself, I sigh softly I don't feel bad, I just don't feel anything."

I hope I'm not being annoying by sending you such a long text haha

I hope you like it ;0

first of all, WOW 😅 what do I say, these are pretty accurate for MC's actions and personality, I almost feel guilty for writing her this way

This is lovely, @leogf! Thank you sooo much <333

I've just continued working on it last night. I'm finally on summer holidays, but am still continuing a research project from college so the schedule gets tight sometimes.

Though, because I knew I'd be able to write a lot more in June, I've spent the free time I had in the past few weeks rereading most of the manga and my fanfic too (to refresh myself of all the cues) and now that it's done, we're in action!

from Ch-13 ¿escapism?

from Ch 7 - headshot

Here's some random comments from my Dabi fanfic! >Deviated - [Dabi X Reader]