Kiss Kiss Fall In Love

The blood coming out of my wrist is soaking into a tissue

And I still miss you

And you still won’t talk to me

I guess I’m just not who you wanted me to be

Maybe I was nothing while you were everything

And maybe happiness really just isn’t meant for me

It never sticks around

It only comes occasionally and then lets me down

I thought it would’ve been stronger

Maybe lasted a little longer

And I never thought I would now be saying the same about you

I should’ve never let you in

I shouldn’t have swam, I should’ve ran

I couldn’t sleep at all this night and I don’t even know why. I sleep for a few minutes then wake up again and its just more exhausting than just staying awake. Now I’m listening to songs while scrolling through the TCC tag🤷😅

Do ya’ll ever imagine yourself in a few years when you have yourself together, probably reached that goal body or mastered the arts of fashion and makeup lol idk, something that you think is so different (in a good way) than you are now and you just bump into your TC one day?

And he just cant help but scan you as you talk and hes just so shook. Like you glowed up even more girl and he cant even concentrate enoigh for a conversation because his mind has fireworks going off in them.

And he realizes that schools done, yeah hes still a teacher but you’re not a student. You can talk on text without over thinking, you can go out to see that new movie, share personal stories, meet up, have long deep phone calls, go for drinks, travel together. Everything is possible.

me:

me, a loving fool:

taking care of them

washing their hair

wrap them in a blanket

making them tea

touch their forehead to check the temperature

their lovely little smirk while they are saying that you remind them of their mom

pat them on the head or cheek so that they calm down

hold their hand while they fall asleep

and imagine them doing the same for you