God we go through so much shit. I see so many things on social media and now I genuinely feel like I don’t even know what my own thoughts are anymore. Do I even actually want this? I cry everyday because I feel like I’ve been brainwashed to think that certain things should be done a certain way and it’s all my fault. I let everyone in. When I shouldn’t have done that. I wish I could go back and not have said or done anything to allow others into my shit. But here we are.













