Growing up fat, you get made fun of for everything you do, even basic shit like eating and laughing and breathing are funny when you do it because youre fat! And its so hard to not carry that with you as you get older, like I’m still embarassed to eat or dance in front of people or smile in pictures and its ridiculous and I hate it and I wish I was treated with more humanity

Thin people can reblog this btw

they wont tho lmao

Need this.

Of course

Hit me, universe

how do you stop that panicky feeling that lasts for hours or days after something bad happens? that like…every-three-seconds wave of ‘i have to die RIGHT NOW’

WELP.

tbh that person just ended the entire discourse

how do people eat without second thoughts about the calories and how do people eat without the feeling of regret and guilt and not wanting to die immediately afterwards

eating disorder culture is walking past a really skinny person in public and trying not to make it obvious that you’re staring