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riding the highest horse you’ve ever seen back to my glass house

tortured pervert tuesday

I think plenty of traumatized people just end up being less social & in general just limit the potential for conflict in a way that makes their lives really rough but their survival mode is also antagonistic toward their spirit bc it’s sometimes informed by the abusers behavior so it’s just like being stuck between a rock and a hard place so they develop a rich inner world instead of like trying to “move” anywhere socially if that makes any sense. They usually appear as normal and don’t care for fitting in but want to blend in. They’ll stay single for a long time in their life and find some other pseudo outcast and they develop some codependent crazy ass relationship with and they both are only bonded over their fear of losing eachother

Imagine if Taylor Swift randomly stopped music and started to like do pottery and she would release music in the form of like a collab w Katie Jane Garside and she’d end up marrying Vincent Gallo and she just retreated into the woods and ate foraged snails berries and fungus for the rest of her life as half her Spotify streams all went to environmental terrorist causes and the other owned by scooter Braun went toward the endless wars and troops of highly technological barbs (who are now like a paramilitary organization, the soldiers are functionally half computer/hive mind ) are sent to the Taylor swift Forrest to put a bioweaopon in the spring water but it backfires as there’s like colonies of Hunter gatherer swifties who live off the land and worship Taylor swift like some kind of god and it‘s this Great War between cults of science and cults of nature

This is what this blog is meant to sound like

I must not kill myself killing myself is the myself killer . Dune

I’m kind of over how upper middle class east Asian, desi and MENA people rely on American essentialism on race to equate their experience with not being centered in white countries to like a racial marginalization, especially as they are beginning to expand their disdain for white Americans to black Americans for “upholding Americanness”. There’s nuances to this of course but i think it’s time some of them just go mask off and admit they just want America to change and be more submissive in a multipolar world, which is fine and can be argued honestly…But it shouldn’t concern the average persons moral conscious who can barely afford rent or groceries, how beneficial the country is toward their own ownership class lol.