Thinking about Adam fucking Ronan over the arm of a couch and Ronan’s brain being blissfully empty for once and him just being in his body in a good way and not having to think about always being a fuckup or how he makes everyone around him worry about him constantly or about the gnawing emptiness in the pit of his stomach that he feels 24/7 that tells him he’ll never be good enough, he’ll never be a real person who can do real person things, he’ll never be worthy of the kind of love he wants
And meanwhile Adam’s internal monologue is that he’s ruined on a level where there’s no saving him, that there’s something fundamentally wrong with him compared to other people and that deep down other people can instinctively tell and he’s spitefully, insanely jealous of Ronan who got to grow up loved and strange and wild and beautiful, making his beautiful glowing things as if light and life cluster around him, and part of Adam wants to ruin Ronan, to bring him down to his level so that Adam won’t be alone, wants him to be worse than Adam so that Adam has someone to despise
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Anyone who knows me well knows that Hollanov and abortion are basically my two main special interests, and I have been fundraising for abortion funds in the midwest for over a decade. This is truly my life's passion. So I’m so excited to be raising money through the National Network of Abortion Funds with these cute (if I do say so myself!) tote bags!
The tote bags are $30 and proceeds will go to helping people leave Indiana (where abortion is essentially totally illegal except in very rare cases that require involving the legal and medical systems in extremely invasive and harmful ways) to get safe, legal abortion care.
You can get one here!
These will only be available until May 15, so don't wait if you really want one. And if you want to donate but don't want a tote bag, DM me and I can send you a link to make a small donation.
And if you don't have the funds to spare (really, who does in these times?) a reblog to boost the fundraiser would also be a big help.
Let's help our neighbors in Indiana get access to the abortion care they need ❤️
This composition would have been suitable for a lot of people in the Locked Tomb, but I wanted to portray the sixths in this way. I love them very much, and this was probably the only possible solution.
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(Niall was interested in the Forest, but he was mainly interested in Mór.)
He'd done his best to find a place where the dreaming was good and clear, where it was easy to choose to visit the Forest each night. Part of him had hoped she might also fall in love with the beauty of the place, with the promise of what their life together would look like, but he knew what she really wanted.
@staff as a Tumblr user for the last 12+ years, the idea of reblogs turning to "Twitter/Bluesky-like" chains is repulsive beyond comprehension. Tumblr is a blogging website. What makes Tumblr unique is the reblog system, where users can reblog a post to their blog and others can do the same.
What's NOT unique is hiding reblogs behind separate "chains." That just makes navigating this site even worse. Not only that, but it kills engagement.
Listen to the users of this website and DO NOT consider implementing this update @staff
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Back from a month off tumblr, whoa!!! I deleted it while I was traveling, then decided I wouldn’t redownload until I finished Ronan’s tattoo. And here I am now.
This is the longest I have ever worked on something in my life, I’m honestly shocked at myself for seeing it through. It’s been a good challenge and I’ve learned a lot but at last I am free⛓️💥🙌
I started the design with descriptors from the books and expanded from there. The most important thing was to include a reference to every important person in Ronan’s life; the deer represent all the Lynches, and the others are scattered throughout. Overall, the right side pertains to The Raven Cycle and the left to The Dreamer Trilogy. I definitely took some creative liberties based on the implication that Ronan occasionally dreams up changes to the tattoo (it was originally paid for and done by hand). Close ups ↓
Below are my complete notes for anyone who actually cares to read them. I hope the writing is clear when zoomed in
Okay so Adam is canonically hot right, not just Ronan talks about it, basically every pov has mentioned it. I feel like Adam will come home to visit Ronan at The Barns the same time as Blue, Henry, and Gansey do and they all have a little spit take at seeing Adam again.
Ronan hasn’t seen Adam in a month or two but he is still in shock of Adam the first time after a long time. Adam doesn’t look that different from his last visit, but he’s clearly grown into himself. His hair is quite a bit longer and his skin is warm and freckled from eating outside in the sun. Ronan, like he always does, falls directly in love with Adam all over again.
Blue and Gansey are both very struck by how much their friend can change in 9 months. Adam isn’t a gangly teenager anymore, he’s grown up. His hair is a lot longer than they remember and his eyes seem less troubled than in high school. He gets off his motorcycle and smiles at them and starts to walk over. Gansey is taken aback by how happy he looks, it wasn’t like he wasn’t happy with them but being away from Henrietta clearly took a heavy weight off his shoulders.
Henry one the other hand is very distracted by watching his friends drool over Adam. He understands why, Adam is tall, tan, with pretty hair, and smart eyes. Henry, however, doesn’t really feel the draw to anyone even if it was pretty boy Adam Parrish. He did find it funny to watch Ronan stare and panic and Blue and Gansey try to place this new Adam.
Adam honestly knows what is happening and is basking in it. He had been sat down by his college roommate and had it explained to him. The girls that talked to him were not just taking pity on him and the boys who flirted with him were not bullying him. His friends basically sat him down and told him he was hot and needed a self esteem boost. Maybe it had worked because he was definitely peacocking as he walked up to his favorite people in his favorite place.
his dark materials will literally always work bc every small child wants an animal companion that loves you most and goes on adventures with you and every adult wants an animal companion that can shoulder some of life’s immense psychologically damage for you. and you can pet it
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A random ask (bc of your latest tag)- do you have any TLT fic recs?
Boy do I. They're all a little on the older side cuz I haven't read tlt fic in a while but this fandom has some fucking bangers let me tell you:
Anything by BonesforTime for the most emotionally devastating, raw, unhinged smut you've ever read in your life. For example Avulsion Means Tearing Away, which takes place after the soulsucking trial and manages to make an intense, painful, erotically charged scene even more intense painful and erotic.
From The Bottom of Your Lungs by IShipThem for Pyrrha popping over to the Ninth and whisking baby Gideon away on her ship, featuring pitch perfect characterization and a devastatingly realistic illustration of the simultaneously matter of fact yet desperate way Gideon had of dealing with the relentless abuse that was her childhood.
You just ain't receiving. by gimmeshellder for a truly wild ride of a grad school au that starts with strangers(?) to enemies(?) to bodysharing(???) and goes places you would never suspect, with an incredibly unique, immersive, densely packed, absolutely captivating style and pacing that is both finely calibrated and intensely jarring. It's a truly incredible experience.
like the gates of hell by Ptolemia for my absolutely favorite rendition of "Harrow must Finger the Gaping Chest Wound in order to reconstruct Gideon's brutalized heart", which is an incredible genre in the first place, and this time there's fisting. Quintessential tlt
An Orphan Generation Of Elephants by hyperfixity for some fun, funny, and poignant modern university au shenanigans, and some top notch t4t tlt.
Behind the Locked Door by UnseelieWench for some scifi college roommates au featuring robots, laser swords, and government conspiracies. One of the first fics I read and still one of my favorites. Very much in the spirit of gtn.
Anything by zoicite, who writes beautifully characterized, funny, moving, sprawling aus like Midnight at the Mithraeum, a casino/mafia/oops I got married in Vegas to my sworn nemesis and now she won't sign the divorce papers au; and also smaller precise devastating canon adjacent fics like Service to the Ninth wherein pre-canon Harrow fights Gideon, fucks her, and promptly breaks her heart.
within your shadow i am bound by LotusRoaster for the post-htn bodysharing, letter-writing circuitous romance I know we all had to be craving.
settle for a ghost by Raxheim for even more of Pyrrha's accidental acquisition of baby Gideon, this one a modern au and even more messy and bittersweet.
And a whole bunch of Gideon/Cytherea smut because this is my favorite genre of erotic horror
Ilya meeting Shane's parents must be insane for them like. Mr Ilya "The Terminator" Rozanov, terror on ice and menace in bed, politely stands there. Your very shy son admonishes him for using the word "lovers" and Russia's Greatest Rage Machine just takes it.
You ask when this started and Mister Dickhead makes sure Shane is accurate about when they started this. How dare you stave off half a year of us, Shane?
You ask if they talked to Scott Hunter and Ra Ra Rasputin says that he, famous asshole extraordinaire went to talk to Patron Saint of Hockey Gays to offer him congratulations.
You ask if he has no loyalty to Boston and Mr Fucking Fuck San Francisco is like. Nyet
Your son is having a panic attack and Miike Snow Genghis Khan calls them "boyfriends" and it's your own extremely shy and sensitive and loving son that is like MY WHAT
