Things™️

The dynamic is usually (I say something flirty, she either ignores it or is like (turns me down)) however last night she begins touching me with no prompting, saying at one point she is just bored. I mention to her that when I touch her she’s very adamantly like nothing is happening but when I don’t initiate she is quite literally all over me both verbally and physically. She responds by saying she does this so our friends don’t suspect anything even though they ship us anyway. All of this comes to a head in which I am running my nails across her back. She leans back and so I begin touching her shoulder. She then takes one of my hands and puts it on her tits. I ofc begin to essential fondle her. At one point she looks at me and I have to look away because she’s so beautiful. Another point she looks at me again and I say what and she just shakes her head. I stop moving and say do you want me to stop and she shakes her head again and says no. More fondling ensues (mind you the whole time she’s just rubbing up my arms and stuff. And then she just abruptly says she has to go do her hw and leaves.

the next morning I am like, I am not gonna slow myself to get into a situationship let me talk to her about this. I sent a text being like r we gonna talk about last night and she’s like do i want to talk about last night and I’m like I asked first and she said she’ll talk about it if I want and she said she’s fine if I don’t. WHAT KINDA RESPONSE IS THAT. Then I text, I just wanted to make sure everything is still Platonic like you insist we are and I am still waiting for a response.