chapters of my life

that in order to get out of the game, you have to learn how to play it really well to filter out all the trash?

- Her

@arnitttasingh is the best roomie ever! Surprised me with this set up after I passed naplex 😭 I am soo thankful for her and for all my family and friends who have supported me on this wild ride. I love you all! Your girl is officially a licensed pharmacist! https://www.instagram.com/p/B12PuOEhsIOPI1AlR8DWelIYKcdw7KWeMEDt900/?igshid=1pge7wt5wz8b4

When you posted that photo of you two, I was surprised that I actually smiled looking at your smile. It made me realize that I’ve finally accepted what was and what is. Because you look happy, I’m happy for you. No more grudges. I’m ready to find my own happiness. I wish you the best. 

Stone cold Stone cold You see me standing But I'm dyin' on the floor Stone cold Stone cold Maybe if I don't cry I won't feel anymore Stone cold Baby God knows I try to feel Happy for you Know that I am Even if I can't understand I'll take the pain Give me the truth Me and my heart We'll make it through If happy is her I'm happy for you Stone cold Stone cold You're dancing with her While I'm staring at my phone Stone cold Stone cold I was your amber, but now She's your shade of gold Don't wanna be stone cold I wish I could mean this But here's my goodbye Oh, I'm happy for you Know that I am Even if I can't understand If happy is her If happy is her I'm happy for you

Phase two, overwhelmed by attention Everybody expectin' perfection Throw a ball, then you'll have it all Best thing I ever heard Things change in the blink of an eyelid Guess my body knew way more than I did Doc said you'll never play again Worst thing I ever heard It's sounds rough, doesn't it? Truth is that we all got stories Gotta fail on your way to glory Takes time tryna get it right But every future has a past And right now I can hear God laughin' Guess he must have heard my plans And my odes, thought it was a joke Gave me more than I could ask And I wish I knew back then

Are peaks and valleys

It’s just that people have different visions. Just be you and know that that’s enough.

Go fuck yourselves.

One of us still has our picture Taped up on the dash One of us took that one from Mexico Threw it in the trash One of us don't even notice When the radio plays that song One of us breaks down and has to pull over Whenever it comes on No there ain't no in between When it comes to her and me One of us moved on One of us got stuck One of us is drinking just for fun One of us is drinking to get drunk One of us sleeps good And one of us hates to face the night Just depends if you're talking about her world or mine There's a number on a phone That one of us erased There's late night "Can we try again call?" One of us wants to make 'Cause one of us can't even think about Being in another's arms And there's a car in the drive that stayed all night Where one of us used to park For a while we had forever in our hands That's why one of us can't understand How one of us moved on One of us got stuck One of us is drinking just for fun One of us is drinking to get drunk One of us sleeps good And one of us hates to face the night Just depends if you're talking about her world or mine Yeah that's the difference between her world and mine

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy I need somebody to heal Somebody to know Somebody to have Somebody to hold It's easy to say But it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you Now, I need somebody to know Somebody to heal Somebody to have Just to know how it feels It's easy to say but it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes I fall into your arms I'll be safe in your sound til I come back around