love is patient love is kind wish u saw what i saw that night love is chasing neon lights wish u saw what i saw that night

many benefits to not killing yourself. Spent today inside playing minecraft and just took a shower and rolled the blinds down a little so i’m in that nice post-shower place where my hair is in a towel and im on my phone in bed

i Have to kill myself. Its the only answer

i stopped smoking bcs it gave me laryngitis but i have two cigs left in the pack and im counting down the hours til i can smoke one on the pier is something wrong Yes or no

sometimes i feel like veronica lodge.

wish i could love the way men do because they get to be such wholly bad people and it’s just accepted that they get to be who they are flaws and all passion and anger and violence and i can’t do any of that i have to earn love through skill-accomplishing and jumping through hoops and learning to be useful and i wish i was allowed to love the way men do because at least they’re given the leeway to be truthful about who they are. and that’s a bigger mercy than they will ever realise

so insidious to me that wonder woman, the only hero for little girls in lots of places, has an outfit that just gets smaller and smaller in every iteration. especially when her male counterparts get to be fully clothed

can’t stop reading gay fanfiction on the clock

i know i have grown as a person because the music that used to make my heart break harder and sharper now only leaves a very small smile on my face instead. And it’s gotten better that i have not loved anyone like that in a long time but it’s also lonely. sometimes u miss the sadness like a friend

every time there is a summer storm i become the person i was when i was sixteen and watching the rain come down, and even if i am tucked safely inside my house, watching the glint of the raindrops on my window makes it feel okay to be older because that version of me was so cradled in the hand of god watching it storm it makes me feel a little less adrift in my adult life. the rain makes it clear that the world can stop for a bit and that everyone in a state of emergency can pause and breathe for a second, we can all be held by the same problem, and no one is left behind. i won’t be left behind

has anyone edited dean and sam to third eye blind’s jumper