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Yuna and David having watched their autistic son be so isolated all of his adult life and never having a happy relationship or close friends who understand his anxiety and then finding out that the man they’ve spent a decade hating on his behalf can casually talk him down from a panic attack in less than a minute

jacob's change of showcasing svetlana and ilya's friendship has gotta be, among many, one of my favourite changes from the book holyyyy shit. ep 5 had so many of my favourite scenes but seeing the conversation between svetlana and ilya where they're just reiterating their unconditional love for eacother as platonic (fuckbuddy) soulmates it adds to much to svetlana as the strongest constant and grounding pillar (in a different way to shane) in ilya's life. it provides backdrop to the support he has available within ilya's claustrophobic life in russia, but more than that it expands ilya's character sm. his care and love he shows loudly towards svetlana shows how loyal and compassionate he's capable of being, and that despite svetlana who deeply understands him and reiterates his capacity to love and deserve love, ilya's feelings towards shane are incomparable and cannot be substituted physically OR emotionally... oh how i WEEEEEP

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