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i think i’ve gotten really good at watering this hollow wood, imagining a tree is gonna rise

and missing is a funny thing, collects itself in annual rings, believing well that time will make us wise

but emerging from a fog revealed im standing in a logging field and time just made me see what isn’t there

is someone real if they’re unclear

can you be gone if you weren’t here

in the wake of ur sunshine, i’ve never felt so glum

think i’m made up of moonlight, don’t reach quite as far but i still show up

stick around for someone, stick around til dawn

i wonder

do u ever feel so alone that u could implode and no one would know

and u were at my wedding, i was broken, u were drunk

u could’ve told me not to do it, i would’ve run, i would’ve run

i have the feeling u got everything u wanted, and ur not wasting time stuck here like me

i wish u loved me the way u think u do

it’s not that i don’t have words to say

just don’t want to be the one that speaks them

i loved you

and i still do

just wanted passion from you

just wanted what i gave you