I would take a job pushing the Sisyphus rock if it paid 20 an hour and I could wear my headphones

so what if you were a little rich boy with mysterious issues who clings onto his lost childhood in the form of a teddy bear and then you met someone and became inseparable until all of your other friends faded away and if was just you and him but he'll never love you the way you love him so you drink like your father drank and slowly drinking becomes the way to survive and it slowly alienated the boy you love and your family sends you abroad for help and you grow apart and fall into obscurity but you meet someone else and he's injured so you tend to him and dote on him the way youve always been doted on and being allowed to love someone starts to heal you and you both go to greece and are happy for the first time in years but then he gets taken to germany and drafted in army because its the 1930s and you follow him and try and help him escape but you fail and hes sent to a camp and kills himself and you now have no reason to live so you go back to morocco and drink yourself into a monastery and all your family think its you being pious but in reality the church is the only one who will take your wretched existence and no one cares about you enough to save you from yourself oh and the boy you loved shacks up with your sister because he actually did love you and she's the closest thing left to the person you were. what then