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New Opportunity series

Aftermath

Christmas with Daniel and Child

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New Opportunity

Chapter 4: Travel.

Today Daniel woke up very early and headed out on his truck, he drove many miles until he reach a mall entrance, at first he was hesitant to go in, but he knew better than to wait, he went the same day of the week after that incident he saw on the newspaper and came early, he began to walk until he found the store, he knew he needed to be careful not to be seen by you, so he did what he does best, he blends him. It’s very strange to say such thing about a man who’s almost seven feet tall and built like he could kill with his bear hands, but when you have been im the background and in the quiet like Daniel, sometimes people will look at him with how out of place he looked and then just went by on their day. He walked around and pretended like he care about the clothes around the stores, hoping his interest looked genuine, he looked around, but no sight of you. At least just yet, he didn’t want to stay too close to the door where you might see him.

He stayed there until he overheard a conversation between a manager and a worker, it was about you. You had given your shift away until further notice and the worker had picked it up, and then he left disappointed to hear that. Daniel sat on a bench and threw corn at the chicken to feed themselves, he was feeling depressed again. He couldn’t see you, at least he won’t until you came back, whenever you decide to do so. He barely tended the farm that day, but he journal a lot, hoping that you both had reunited again, tomorrow he had go out to sell some of his crops to a supermarket that had called him up. This time he knows he can’t really turn it down. The farm was still a disaster at least half of it, but he manage to get his crops to be as good as his old man had taught him so. That day he went to bed, but he didn’t sleep that night.

The day has finally come, you got your bags ready waiting on the door to be picked up by the bus, you are actually sappy, you believe its sad that if maybe, in other circumstances you have kept it, but you knew better than to think that way. Either way you have a long life ahead of you, you’ll have your own time and if you don’t then it is what it is, choosing to not having kids is not the end of the world, specially when you are at a bad time in your life. The most selfish thing you could do is bring a child and not provide their wants nor their needs and much worse, not provide a lifestyle they deserve. It was for the best, is what you have been telling yourself. You keep a low profile until you reach the station where you bought all the tickets you needed, headphones, and, a small maps to on your phone to where you are headed, just in case you got lost, even though you doubted such thing.

At the arrival of the train you got up and went in and picked a seat for yourself by the window, after the train began to depart you put on your headphones and began to get comfortable looking out of the window. After a while it had turned dark and gotten a bit rainy, though you didn’t mind, it felt comforting. You looked around other passengers who were either quietly chatting with the way their lips moved, others stayed in their own mind looking outside of the window or they were on their electronic or books. Nothing really out of the ordinary, you went back into looking at out of the window, as you looked at tiny droplets that cling to the windshield and the wagon softly moved through cities and empty landscaped.

As time went by, you had stood up looking for something to eat. You heard through the announcement that there was a cafeteria a few wagons ahead of yours as well as a bathroom so you headed there looking for something to eat and maybe use the bathroom too. You walked three wagons ahead and came across a mini cafe, the smell of coffee and pastries flooded your nostrils making you crave everything at sight, but you knew better than that. You looked around to see what you could get and after ordering you sat down at the cafe’s counter, quietly waiting for your order as the night went by and your head wondered what tomorrow will look like when you arrive at your destination.

The trip has been long, but you had finally arrived! You feel nervous to be in a new environment, but you don’t totally reject it. You got down out of the station straight to the street, you took out your phone and began to look around at the map. Since you are staying in a motel, you had need to buy some groceries since this was not a hotel, or takeout, but you really didn’t want to waste that much money. So you had decided that you’ll look carefully around when you buy anything. The warm sun hit your face, and the breeze drops your hoodie off of your head, you instinctively put it back on, looking around as if you hoped nobody saw you, but no one seems to mind. You walked around the city and stumbled upon a market, there weren’t many people around.

You looked around at the product, it seemed like they had opened just now because of the fresh fruits and vegetables that filled dozens of boxes. You looked around with the idea in mind for what you could make for dinner. Coming to think about it, how were you supposed to cook fi motels don’t have ovens? At most some had microwaves, what could you cook with a microwave? Maybe you could cook instant noodles, despite that it was not healthy you can’t really complain. This made you lean into the fruit section of the market, you can’t complained to eat unhealthy food, but maybe an apple or fresh berries can balance it out. You reach to grab an apple, before you turned around. You didn’t understand why, you just did. You look around at nothing and went back into picking apples and checking out other fruits around the market.

You took the bus and walked a few blocks and reached the motel you had previously booked, but didn’t stayed long because you went out to the clinic as you had an appointment in the afternoon. Yes, you booked an appointment on the same day you arrived, you are not sure if it that was a good idea since you were exhausted, but these are things that couldn’t wait. You left a few things and took the bus again, your new destination was the hospital. The trip as a bit confusing, and it made you glad that you left early, but you manage to get to the entrance and quickly walked in. The place was very big, it had big white walls and a lot of people either moving around or sitting down. You had reached the front desk and told them about your consultation appointment that you had, you were asked to sign in and began to walk.

You waited a long time, until your name was called. The doctor greeted you and the consultation had began, discussing the details of what the procedure will be and how it will be done, the doctor said that today they’ll do a check up on the fetus via ultrasound. You left the hospital with a prescription to pick up a the pharmacy, sadly you couldn’t do much of the process but you had a good start, the doctor said that they needed you tomorrow morning for a dilator. You are not sad but rather a bit disappointed, but you didn’t mind, you still got time, you also found the gender of the baby, it was a girl. You decided to head to the motel to rest.

Daniel drove away to other states, he needed clients as many as possible even if it meant traveling out of his own state. He had done well getting back at his feet, and in his time of need he couldn’t turn down any clients no matter how far away they were. He’ll do this for a while until he gets the amount of money he needs and then go back into his regular habits of selling his goods at the farmers market. He arrives early and was greeted by employees who he helped to carried out the merchandise out of his truck. While he began to pick his mind quickly caught a glimpse of something that he deeply adore, you.

He stopped midway as he had lifted a box up, there he saw you looking at vegetables contemplating what to buy. The whole world stopped for him, as if he gained his reason to live. His biggest obsession was once again place in front of him like a sign of God, a reward for picking himself up and not loosing himself in his depression. He stood still, and before you sense that something was looking at you he was gone, but not for too long.

He had quickly finished his job and got handsomely pay. But he didn’t left. He stayed in his car thinking about what he just saw, he debated on his mind on what to do. He knew he should leave you be and let you be free, that he had done much more harm than good to you. Depriving you from your freedom and not letting you live like you deserve to. But his actions said otherwise when he turned his engine on after he saw you leaving with a bag of fruits out of the market. Quietly and discreetly began to follow you, until he reached into a motel.

The parking was wide open, and he sneaky in with no problem. There wasn’t even security or an employee to ask, which made him giddy with excitement that he gets to be closer to you even if he’s far away. He waited to see you again, you had entered a room, however he didn’t have time to see. But luck was on his side after he saw you quickly leave a room, room 432. He waited for a while and quickly got out of his car heading to your room, he ha breakdown the door and sneak himself in. He looks around the room and noticed a few pieces of clothes laying on the bedroom. He took those pieces and began to smell them like the sick pervert that he was. He couldn’t even resist to not unbuckle his pants and pull them down to rapidly and furious masturbate. Deep his fantasy he wished you had caught him so he could fuck you right there and there and take you with him.

After he finished he waited for you in the dark, he was anxious to see you. He doesn’t even know how he feels, he feels so ecstatic but in pain for what you had done, you needed to pay for the deep emotional wounds you had left him. He wondered what you had been doing, even if it wasn’t long that you had left him it still deeply pained him and he hopes to make you feel that way. Unknowingly you had walked into a trap…You didn’t even get a chance to drop your book back off of you before you felt a pair of calloused hand hold you tight in place and covering your mouth.

“Hello, my sweet… I had missed you.” Daniel said into your ear in a forced soft voice. Your eyes widen when you recognized his voice and began to shake in panic, how did he found you?!

“Don’t scream.. and I won’t hurt you…” He said, as he slowly began his hand off of your mouth.

Jingu bell jungu bell i got sick 💔

Christmas with Daniel and Child

Christmas is Daniel’s favorite holiday.

He was delighted the first time he was able to spend Christmas with you

And even more the first time he was able to spend Christmas with his first born.

He still has the same delightfulness to watch her, and be present in the moment

As soon as December 1st begins, he starts to take out decoration.

He had asked you “Wife, where should I put this?” To any decorations and look at you. If you respond he had do it and praise you for it, but if you didn’t he had delusional talk to himself as if you had responded. He’ll check up on that.

He had also involved your daughter helping out in decorations, specially the Christmas tree, using decorations that have been passed down from generations from his babushka.

He had tell her stories about what he remembered behind them.

Daniel begins to work less and spend more time at home, since the coldness really doesn’t let him work much, but he doesn’t mind because it means he can spend more time with you both, but more specially with you.

He makes hot chocolate once every week, he had bought matching Christmas mugs that he likes to use.

Usually he tells stories from his childhood to both of you as you all sit near the fireplace and drink.

He also recalls the stories his grandpa’s had told him.

The routine doesn’t change much, but he likes that in the coldness he can come home and cuddle to you, under the blanket.

After around the first or second week of December you all began to make a list for Christmas gifts and things to be prepare for the celebration.

While the kid is away on school, he goes shopping for the things they had asked, you had tell him what he needs and he had listed it down and leave to buy it.

A few years ago you had told Daniel to get a small recording camera to capture special moments you both had with your child, it’s still hard for him to manage it, so it’s taken out on rare occasions. He still wanted to have one of those cameras that could print pictures, you suggested a polaroid, since they were easy to use, he doesn’t like the camera from his phone. He takes pictures and tries making videotapes as you both watch your kid open presents or play in the snow.

He likes that you three make Christmas activities, he loved baking together small cookies, gingerbread, making a snowman.

He doesn’t much Slavic traditions, but he likes to make sweets and foods he remembers where from his home country that his grandma had taught him.

On Christmas eve you all gathered for a dinner night, you all at least try to look as normal and as presentable as possible for each other, pray and eat. Daniel helps you eat until you are finish eating, you all three go out to open gifts.

Usually your child goes first, excited to see what she got for Christmas and screams and cheers when she sees the new doll or book she got that she wanted.

Although all gifts were unwrapped there was one that was still left untouched. A small blue large box with a ribbon in it.

Daniel points it out, but when your daughter looks at it she says it’s not hers, but his and gave it to him for him to open.

Of course, it was the gift he left for himself after he had test you after he saw you getting sick again.

He opened, and it was exactly what he thought it would be.

A large thin device with two blue lines.

You were pregnant, another reason to tied you to him, and that was the best Christmas gift he could ever have.

He hugged you and showed you his gift, telling you how happy he was that you were pregnant again and how he had take good care of you.