Needpermission

1/13/16

We’re not naturals at this. Well, we are, insomuch as Dominance and submissiveness are innate qualities. But we found our way into this life by winding through some bad relationships. She found men who were in charge but couldn’t take care. I found submissive girls who didn’t know what they were and flailed my way through being a lousy controlling beta boyfriend. It was a real Buffet of Misery (TM.)

So now we know who we are. And we’ve found each other. And we’re lucky. But she’s not the “Oh, Sir, please spank me and tell me what to do!” type. She’s more the “I’ll find my own way unless you lead me to a better one” type. She’s had to be to survive. So it’s up to me to lead. When I do, she’s a perfect submissive. When I don’t, she puts on her big girl pants and does her own thing. (Frequently producing dissatisfaction and frustration. She doesn’t WANT to have to do that.)

And I don’t like it. I don’t want her to be that girl. I want the submissive, supportive wife. So I have to constantly step up to the plate. Here’s something I’ve learned:

Submissive girls need to be fucked hard. Held down in a position that renders them helpless. Taken passionately. Loudly. Graphically. This display of dominance releases a huge load of oxytocin into their blood–the chemical responsible for bonding and attachment. This isn’t speculation. It’s biology.

My girl was being a bit huffy and defiant this week. Until, that is, I shoved her head into a pillow, pinned her wrists behind her back, and fucked her hard and loud and long. Afterward, she curled up on me like a kitten.

It’s biology. It works.

One other thing: before, as I was going down on her and right as she asked permission to come, I made her say out loud, “I’m a good submissive girl for Sir.” This reinforces her self-identification, which helps direct her toward appropriate submissive behavior, and, on the side, also increases the power of her orgasm threefold.

I wake up feeling happy and sleepy, the sun’s warming up my skin through the open windows and the air smells so fresh and salty, like it only does in places next to the beach. Our vacation has been magical. The food is awesome, the apartment we rented is beautiful and you are, as always, amazing. I smile to myself as the thought of you strucks my mind and I turn around in the bed to get some morning love just to see that you’re already up. I can smell now that you’re making breakfast, so I stretch and kick the covers off my naked body. We usually sleep naked in the summer. I get up and walk towards the door. In the mirrow I can see how sun kissed my skin already in comparison to the little places my bikini hides. My pussy is lighter than my boobs are though, since sometimes I went topless when we were alone at the beach. My hair falls in little waves down my back and still looks messy from last night. The thought of yesterday leaves a hot sensation in my lower body and I can feel that my pussy is getting just a little wet.

I open the door and walk into the little kitchen our apartment offers. I lean against the doorframe and watch you making breakfast plates while the delicious smell of eggs and toast fills the apartment. The radio is blaring some pop song and you sing or better hum along showing some of your silly dance moves as you’re facing away from me. I smile to myself and I admire the view on your sexy butt and back, your arms and your big hands that put together the food so gracefully. You’re clearly in a good mood from last night as well.

I walk towards you and wrap my arms around you from behind, burying my face in your neck. “Good morning, baby” I whisper into your ear placing a kiss on your neck. You shiver slightly and turn around in my arms. “Morning” you smile and lean in for a long kiss. Your hands are wandering down my spine and you finish the kiss with a playful spank on my bum. “Babyy” I squeek and try to get even closer to you by hugging you tighter. “What?” You whisper in my ear “you liked it last night”. I blush “besides”, you grin “that’s what my babygirl gets for walking naked around the house”. I laugh and press another kiss to your chest. “Oh yea?” I ask “but you’re naked too!” I tease as my hands wander down your belly and get a nice grip of your shaft. You groan trying to remain the dominant one, but your dick in my hand feels so good and grows harder ever second as I keep stroking along the shaft so you let go and lean against the kitchen counter enjoying the growing sensations in your hard dick. I giggle happily and remind you teasingly that “that’s more like it” cause I feel like I won you over and that causes you to raise an eyebrow and pull my chin closer so you can whisper in my ears. “You know, girls who tease end up on their knees”.

I whimper in excitement as you agrily push me against the dinner table. With your strong arms you lift me up and push my upper body back so I’m lying on the table panting in anticipation. With one quick grip you spread my legs wide apart and take a good, long look at my glistening pussy. “Babygirl” you exclaim in a threatening voice “you’re already wet”. I blush and just when I am about to defend myself a quick spank follows right on my pussy. The mix of pain and pleasure causes me to scream and another one follows. I can feel the blood rushing through my pussy and making it more sensitive as a last spank lands on my wet lips causing me to moan and whimper. You look me right into the eyes as you pinch my clit a couple times, it’s so intense that it almost brings me over the edge as you suddenly stop leaving me panting and shivering. “Please” I beg. “Nuh-uh” you say, grinning to yourself. “You don’t think I forgot about the knees yet, don’t you?” I shake my head, still out of breath and you instruct me to kneel in front of you.

“Open your pretty mouth, beautiful” you command and I do as I’m told as my pussy is dripping my wetness on the floor. “Now, comeon” you command “do you think you can make me proud and suck that dick real good?” You ask and I nod sticking my tongue out. You place the head between my lips and I start by sucking slowly up and down, paying extra attention to your big shaft and kissing along the underside. My left hand starts playing with your balls and you groan “that’s a good girl”. I start sucking a little faster now, my right hand wanders between your legs, circeling your ass as I slide one finger up to your g- spot. Your legs tremple and you curse under your breath as your grab the back of my head and face fuck me for a few seconds. I can taste the yummy pre-cum dripping down my throat, I can feel you being close and you suddenly stop saying “oh no. Oh no, not yet baby, I’m not done with you yet”.

You lift me back on to the table and spread my legs again as you start to eat me out, your wet tongue is running around my lips making me melt and squirm in your hand. While you push one finger in and out of me your tongue is circling my clit making me scream in pleasure and bringing me closer to orgasm again.

Without a warning you push your dick inside my little pussy, stretching it and filling it out. I gasp surprised and you start making eye contact with me as you start fucking me. You place little kisses on my neck and suck my skin into your mouth, leaving little hickies and love bites, as your thrust harder and deeper with everytime. My legs start shaking like crazy and I leave scratches on your back, little marks that stand for how much pleasure you’re giving me. You groan and I can feel youre closer to the edge. “Baby” I beg to encourage you “cum for me, come on I want your cum to fill up my pussy”. My words made you breathe faster and you give my clit one final spank causing me to orgasm hard from the double sensation. I scream and my pussy is clenching around your dick and with one final thrust you cum inside me, panting heavy.

I shiver as you collapse on top of me, stroking my soft skin and kissing me with your dick still inside of me. Very gently you place a kiss next to my ear and hug me close. I giggle a little and you ask why. “Well” I say “looks like we forgot all about that nice breakfast you made”. You look me in the eyes and shake your head slightly. “No baby, that was breakfast” you whisper in to my ear.