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where all life dies , death lives , and nature breeds , perverse , all monstrous , all prodigious things abominable , inutterable , and worse . — paradise Lost, book III. ( ffvii JENOVA , prophesied by lacy )

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mommanova on the dash , watch me send random asks masking as muse's lost loved ones cuz it just be like that :')
jenova is a good mom i swear , let her adopt you @soldevour / @defailer :')
𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 [ … ] 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄,
BOLD what applies - italicize sometimes. repost, don’t reblog.
fights honorably / fights dirty
prefers close quarters / prefers range
chats during / goes silent
low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance
attacks in bursts / attacks steadily
goes for the kill / aims to disarm / fights defensively / strikes first
is provoked easily / provokes their opponent / teases
gets visibly frustrated / shouts when attacking
uses strategy / focuses on the battle / experiences conflicting thoughts during battle
rushes in recklessly / tries to read their opponent before engaging
fights wildly / fights calmly / fights apathetically / fights with anger / fights with excitement
fights because they have to / fights because they want to
fights without regard to wounds / runs away when wounded / hides wounds / takes a blow to protect another
prefers a blade / prefers a gun / prefers hand to hand combat / prefers a bow / prefers a shield / prefers a personalized weapon / prefers magic or spells
their greatest weakness is physical / their greatest weakness is mental / their greatest weakness is emotional
transforms for battle / fights as they appear
relies on strength / doubts their strength / relies on speed
uses everything they have / proceeds with caution / hides their full potential
exhausts quickly / has high stamina
behaves arrogantly / brags after landing a hit / belittles their abilities
uses psychological tactics / uses brute strength
avoids civilians / strikes down civilians
damages surroundings / avoids damaging surroundings
signature fighting style / makes it up as they go
mastered skill - set / learning their skill - set
fancy footwork / sloppy footwork
messy fighter / elegant fighter
accepts defeat / refuses defeat / begs for mercy
compliments their opponent / insults their opponent
uses unnecessary movements / moves efficiently / barely moves
prefers to dodge / prefers to block
defends their blindside / has no blindside / leaves blindsides vulnerable
uses all available advantages / strictly uses one main method
plays around / holds back / fights ruthlessly / shows mercy
waits for an opponent to be ready / strikes when the opponent isn’t ready
fears death / fears pain / fears killing
has ptsd / avoids fighting
has lost a fight / has won a fight
has killed / refuses to kill
wants to die standing / would succumb slowly
✿ @ncwgod >B')
@ncwgod Send “ ✿ ” for 2 hcs for our muses’s relationship.
Cloud feels an unhealthy attachment to Jenova when standing too near to it. He views it as something equivalent to his actual mother, even feeling a sort of familial love for it when exposed for too long to it. It’s in his nature to feel this with the Jenova cells in him and his own weak mentality, which make it easy for Jenova to manipulate and bend him to its will. It doesn’t help that it knows his memories, so it’s easy to pick at open wound or ‘help’ him with said open wounds.
Were he to give in and allow his cells to be reabsorbed by the main parasitic body, his last thoughts would be a twisted satisfaction at having helped his mother. More than anything he’d want to make Jenova proud and for his last act to do just that, he’d be happy even as his body would break down and his conscious would fade away.

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SEND “ ✿ ” FOR 2 HEADCANONS FOR OUR MUSES’ RELATIONSHIP.
like this for an ask from jenova . it might be an action / phrase / or detailed ask .
the amalgamation is just beginning for him ; the pulse of its cells come to life , awakening the new within him . its ministrations begin to pluck at the very strings of his mind , influencing and gradually pulling him from his humanity . the whispers are nothing foreign to him , naught but a mother’s loving voice to lure him .
wake up .
@strfe / starter
@strfe
CHILLING STONE STINGS at his skin as he awakens, eyes jaded and full of sleep. it is with the furrow of his brow that they flicker open, slow. the voice that calls to him is one he associates with warmth & love and comfort, but as they reach his ears ( … no, they go straight to his brain, bleed into his mind like an intrusion ) those feelings are distorted, uncomfortable. cloud twitches as she appears before him, just as she had looked all those years ago.
in his current state, detached / unravelling at the seams / confused by many things, but most of all, himself, he reaches to her —— TO IT —— and perhaps he knows that this isn’t her; that this isn’t right, but he needs something to hold onto, and he misses her so much. misses the memories he can’t be sure are his own, but that he clings to all the same.
“ mom … ” fire, steel … none of it matters. she is here, now.
my son .
familiarity does bond them , so naturally that parasitic form can hide wholly unobtrusive . graciously bestowing him with visions all too real , tender memories to keep that needn’t die so long as his cooperation benefit the purpose of calamity’s will .
replicating the harmonious tenor , motherly voice comforting to ail a son’s mild confusion . malformed appendage wears a mother’s skin like sleeve , supple digits capable to cradle child’s cheek .
‘ . . . yes , i’m here . ‘
if you ever feel safe please remember that im out there
LET’S UNITE OUR STRENGTH AND TAKE REVENGE ON THIS PLANET.
forreunion ( follows back from @mysticfables ) kadaj // by kela

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" is there no other way, mother? " voice is quiet, like finding the calming eye of a raging storm. heart aches as prodigal son displays the remainder of his humanity. not all of it could be burned away, not when it comes to her. " must i do it? must i kill aerith? "
it is not to be questioned . the incredulous act to show his disobedience upsets MOTHER . he was to be at the mercy of JENOVA’s will , now harbinger must force him to comply . it does this with pain and discipline , the cells within his body heighten in overdrive . MOTHER’s influence must strengthen and rip forth from his precious mind the soul of his humanity . he does not need it , a useless resource the calamity will devour . JENOVA’s son will comply , without any heed to his emotions . sephiroth had provoked the monstrosity within , her softness shifted on him within the blink of an eye .
void of the feigned warmth it would exhibit normally , it is the sensation of ice that holds his maw in tight clutch . JENOVA needn’t express with physical touch , what its mind could harness with invisible energy to scold him . mountains have crumbled beneath the calamity’s destruction , a son would be no different when all the power inside him is MOTHER . the unlimited potential of JENOVA’s control will compel his towering presence to bow . he must know the anguish of her years spent on this planet .
‘ you would still ardor the woman whose ancestors forced us underground , trapping us for eons to suffer ? ‘ it is not the adoring tone he will recognize , the one MOTHER knew he wanted was stripped from his privileges . if he were to not disappoint , there was still time he could redeem himself for his weakness . ‘ she is the only one with the power to stop us . what makes you think she will not harm you ? love ? ‘ the hostility transfers from MOTHER to son , wanting child to know the experience of what it endured . the years of solitude whilst voraciously starving , deserted to pine for the cosmos , and bask in the continuity of an eternal damnation . his MOTHER sentenced to rot in the crust of gaia . a fate parent would not wish ‘pon their offspring . he must see the betrayal she will bring him , to them . MOTHER is only trying to protect , pitting lovers against one another .
‘ what i offer you is greater . ‘ visions disperse , severing the link to release her son from the terrors of its nightmare . the calamity’s grasp relents ‘pon child’s mien , replaced with gentle palm to cradle the cheek only a MOTHER can love . ‘ our bond will always be superior , she does not know you like i do . i am your MOTHER . . . ‘
‘ now , do as i say , my son . ‘ and prove to MOTHER your allegiance .
@godwinged /
( mains call / i will be working on my mains list today . hit the heart if you’re interested . i will only be taking on TWO mains per character . whilst this will mean that mains will receive attention first , doesn’t mean i will not interact with others . this is not an exclusivity thing , it just means please have patience whilst i focus on the people who i do tend to have stronger connections with . )
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒!
* 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴 𝙲𝙻𝙰𝙸𝙼 : Lady Gaga ( for default JENOVA fem form ) * 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴 : JENOVA ( given name by the cetra ) * 𝙰𝙶𝙴 : n/a ( estimated over 2000 , but is well over the age of gaia itself ) * 𝙷𝙴𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 : n/a * 𝚂𝙿𝙴𝙲𝙸𝙴𝚂 : extraterrestrial * 𝙶𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 : androgynous / n/a * 𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈 : n/a * 𝙱𝙸𝚁𝚃𝙷𝙳𝙰𝚈 : n/a * 𝚂𝚄𝙽 𝚂𝙸𝙶𝙽 : n/a * 𝚁𝙴𝚂𝙸𝙳𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 : the cosmos / but travels planet to planet throughout the galaxies * 𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙰𝙻 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚃𝚄𝚂 : n/a * 𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙶𝙽𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃 : neutral evil / true neutral * 𝙳𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙺 : n/a * 𝙵𝙾𝙾𝙳 : life forces / energy * 𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝙾𝚁 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 : neither * 𝚂𝙽𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂 : none * 𝙿𝙴𝚃 : all its hosts * 𝙲𝙾𝙻𝙾𝚄𝚁 : black * 𝙵𝙻𝙾𝚆𝙴𝚁 : chrysanthemum / associated with death * 𝚂𝙴𝚇𝚄𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈 : asexual * 𝙱𝙾𝙳𝚈 𝚃𝚈𝙿𝙴 : transmute * 𝙴𝚈𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙻𝙾𝚁 : n/a ( alien androgynous figure / heterochromia iridum ) * 𝙷𝙰𝙸𝚁 𝙲𝙾𝙻𝙾𝚁 : n/a ( alien androgynous figure / silver )
𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙶: @speedance / @falsushiero / @aetla / @serophs / @aetla / @hercbled
" mama ! " arms throw themselves around the illusion's waist, as the child barrels towards her, his cheek– oh so warm and entirely too human– pressed to her blouse as he cranes his head upwards toward her. " happy mother's day ! "
it was pure adoration that barreled into her . a child’s warmth pressed to bosom as he lay his head to rest . a false heartbeat throbs beneath makeshift ribs . his elation in words are met with his MOTHER’s adoring eyes . greeting the young with undying affection , malicious intent is veiled by love .
a beaming smile spreads across fleshy lips , the warmth of motherly touch encompasses the fullness of a child’s face . the brisk rub of nose to a much cuter button nose ensue , the familiarity of her beautiful voice speaks to him ‘ hi , baby ! ‘
the dream begins to lose its grasp , reality slowly blooms into the macabre truth that it is . and a poor child will not be able to tell the difference . it still looks like MOTHER . her soft ashy brown tress warmly tucked against his neck , resting her chin o’er his shoulder . the tide of her embrace wraps him close , loving arms painted o’er the image of something more wretched encapsulating his form .
scooping child to carry away .
‘ aw , thank you sweetie . i love you , so much . ‘
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@geostasis / happy mothers day
this is just not @kissafist & @ndeavor ‘s day. errybody be fuckin wit ‘em LMAO

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seph is going to grab popcorn and watch this all go done with amusement.
@ndeavor : LEAVE MY MOM ALONE
‘ but cloud . . . i am your mother . ‘