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               It only has to be one time â       I just want to cry without holding anything back

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Kao was taken back by the girls words, watching her with wide crimson eyes as she stepped forward. Why did her tone sound normal? It was almost as if she wasnât scared anymore, wasnât hesitant with the situation. Then she reached out for him, grabbed his hand and looked at him, The boy could only shake his head as she spoke, teeth pulling at his bottom lip as he tried to keep his tears at bay. He couldnât believe what he was hearing, it made his breath hitch, eyes looking away from the girl. âYes I am.â Despite the girls kind words, he still didnât believe him. The thought of him being a monster, of him drinking blood and hiding it from others, the word was always used to describe himself. It wouldnât be easy to change his mindset.
âAm I running away? Do I look like I want to run for the hills?â
The redhead inquired as she studied Kaoâs hands, noting with a churn of her stomach and slight alarm that heâd managed to draw blood from balling up his fists so tightly. Her eyes flicked up to meet his only to be met with glistening hues that refused to look her way, and for a selfish moment she hoped he wouldnât cry. She was never the best with tears. But just as quickly as the thought came, it drifted away.
He needed to believe her. If not that her words were the total truth, that they were her truth -- she believed them.
âPeople turn into monsters when they start to enjoy the pain they bring others and when they donât care who their actions affect. If you were that sort of person, were a monster, I would have bolted for the door,â her lips curved ever so slightly upward. âYou wouldnât hurt anyone just because you can right? You donât enjoy it? Then youâre not a monster, Kao.â
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      âAh, it wasnât important..â
  His previously playful demeanor quickly changed   to concern after deciding that what he said was no   longer important. Setsu pointed at her pocket to try   to change the subject.
      âWhat was that about?â
     âJust a call Iâm waiting on.       Or worried Iâm gonna get.â
 Well, there wasnât much use in shrugging his  question off; Setsuna was bound to prod until  she spilled the beans, and if her mother got  her way, heâd find out what Rei was worrying  over anyway. As if drawn there, her eyes  glanced down at pocket hiding her phone from  view.
     âI might have to live with my       mom for the summer. Itâs not       the worst way to spend it, but       Iâm not too fond of the idea.â
Kao stared at the girl, his mouth opening and closing as his mind worked. Should I tell her the truth? Crimson eyes were desperate as he took his hand back, clenching it tightly. Sheâll hate you, sheâll be disgusted by you. Youâre only a monster. âIâm a monster.â The vampire whimpered out, clenching his teeth and taking in  harsh breath as his head snapped up, looking directly into russet hues as tears sprung to his eyes, disgust on his face directed towards no one but himself. âI-Iâm a v-vampire.â The word was cut on by a hitch of breath, head dropping again as nails dug into his palms, enough to bleed. Sheâll leave. Sheâll hate you. Youâre nothing but a monster. âIâm nothing but a monster.â
Those werenât the words she expected from him, and while she couldnât believe him when he called himself a vampire, she believed that it was the truth in his mind. In his own eyes, Kao truly thought he was a monster -- he felt remorse. That was enough for Rei.Â
âI donât see how that can be.â
She took a step forward, watching Kao as she slowly advanced towards him, voice steady and sounding much like it usually did. Fear and apprehension no longer prevailed among her other emotions.
âObviously you donât like what you are, which means you donât like hurting people.â
She came to a stop right in front of him and frowned at his clenched fists, her own hands tentatively and gently taking hold of them as she peered up at his face. Whether his mind was lying to him or he was telling the truth, this wasnât his fault. It wasnât his fault for having to do what he needed to in order to survive no matter what the truth was.
âYouâre not a monster for surviving. Not when you hate how you have to go about it.â

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Kao honestly couldnât talk. He stared at the girl with wide crimson eyes, mouth slightly ajar as he sucked in a breath. What was he supposed to tell her? He couldnât just outright saw he was a vampire. Rei wouldnât believe him. There was no way to get him out of this. Would she leave? His chest tightened at that thought, taking a step forward and reaching a hand out. âP-Please, I-I can explain.â His voice was quiet, weak as he stayed still. Kao didnât want to move closer, didnât want to scare the girl off before he had a chance to explain himself. How would he even explain himself? He never wanted her to know about him, about what he really was, how he was a monster. âJ-JustâŚâ Shit. âI-I couldnât tell you.âÂ
She didnât back away, but she didnât move towards Kao, either, unsure and confused and frustrated. As much as she wanted to comfort him, Rei wasnât in any position to trust him in that moment. As much as she wanted to dismiss this whole matter and continue on as before, it just wasnât an option.
This wasnât going to be easy.
âCouldnât tell me what, Kao?â She tried to keep her tone even; it was hard to do, though, when the thought of Kao being a killer came to mind. That wasnât him -- couldnât be.  âI need to know whatâs going on because right now it looks really bad, and I donât know what to think of that.â The redhead gestured to his fridge, frown deepening as russet hues looked back to the much taller male. âJust give me something.â
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âIronically, tasting this blood is the most legal thing Iâve done all day.â
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   âThis worries me, but I donât think I want to ask what it is youâve been up to if thatâs the most legal thing youâve done today.â Ignorance is bliss, as they say; sheâd prefer to maintain that bliss.
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i got a teeny bit of time before i gotta leave for the zoo, so iâm gonna reblog my starter calls and work on the replies and memes i still gotta do! if i disappear, though, itâs âcause i ran outta time uvu
it is so freaking earlyÂ
Thumbs smooth over flushed skin as a quiet titter escapes his lips. How endearing can one person be? Yes, heâs definitely missed her too.
âTell me, how can I make up for lost time?â
Reiâs missed that laugh. âI wouldnât be opposed to a few kisses and just some time together,â she mutters bashfully, gaze still avoiding his out of nervousness and a tad bit out of embarrassment -- the young woman hasnât thought about what they should do so much as simply being with one another.
Finally she makes eye contact, though the heat in her cheeks still remains. âIâd be happy doing pretty much anything so long as Iâm with you.â
Kao had heard the girl leave the bedroom, but he hadnât moved to indicate he was awake. She was probably going to the bathroom or something that would awake her in the middle of the night, but what he wasnât expecting the single word to ring out through the quiet apartment, making him jump from the bed and run towards the kitchen where Rei stood frozen. Crimson eyes watched her as she turned around, eyes wide as she looked to him. Fear. He could see it, it was covering her expression and making his chest tighten. He must not have moved his supply. He couldnât talk though, words and breath were trapped in his throat as he looked to her, desperation clear on his face. What would she do? Would she run? Would she hate him? She should. But he couldnât do anything as panic held him still.
"Kao?â Her tone was uncertain, wavering slightly as her hands slid against the sides of her shirt and pants before realizing she didnât have any pockets -- the downside of her warmer sleepwear. The redhead took in a shaky breath. âIs there a... A reason for what you have in your fridge?â
It wasnât as if Rei could ignore it now. By his expression, he knew that sheâd seen what he had hidden away in the cold confines of his refrigerator. Seeing him in such a distraught state squeezed at her heart, made her want to waltz over and embrace him, tell him she didnât think of him any differently, but her moral compass kept her from doing that.
If that was human blood, it would mean Kao had hurt someone. Not in self defense, not because he didnât have any other choice, but because he wanted to. She wouldnât be able to accept that, and she certainly wouldnât be able to turn a blind eye.
Rei really hoped that wasnât the case.
âThereâs a good reason, right?â
Since the feline is a little shit, once Aki grabbed his hands he voiced a rather loud noise- A noise that is⌠Strangely lewd. It was on purpose; to make the carrot leave him be.Â
Not even food was getting him out of bed today; No sir!
Heat shot across Akiâs skin like wildfire, and an indignant shout leaped from his lips as his brow furrowed. âH-Hey! Thatâs playing dirty, Miles!â If he wanted to be that way, fine -- Akihiko wouldnât play nice anymore, either.
Quite easily, the young man scooped the smaller male into his arms, a few blankets getting caught in the mix. âYou shouldâve just listened, you butt,â Aki huffed, already taking a few steps away from the bed. âNow you gotta get your own food.â

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      ââŚKurosawa-san~â
  A sing-song tone was used to call the   Reiâs name once more as he waved a   hand in front of her face.
      âAre you listening?â
     âAh, I wasnât. Sorry,"
  Her eyes blinked down at the phone one   last time before it disappeared into the   pocket of her uniform; it was then she   finally turned to look directly at Setsuna,   expression apologetic.
     âI guess Iâm a little distracted. What       were you trying to say?â
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