ft. the works closest to my heart (updated sporadically as my grad work allows :’D)
(all dividers by daisy at @firefly-graphics, edits thrown together by me)
rule 34 & however long I stay --
(a Date Everything duology, Hector x non-binary plus size reader)
rule 34: Reading some of Hector's work leads to you requesting he leaves the safety of the attic to come visit you in your bedroom. (18+, 15.5k-ish.)
however long I stay: Hector, missing you terribly after a longer absence from your life than intended, shows up at a Goth Night event in hopes of seeing you. what follows is perhaps a more complex reunion than he intended. (post-Realization, 19k-ish)
phantom of the archive --
(Date Everything human/grad school au, archivist!Hector x non-binary/plus size reader, 18+)
You are a grad student in your last semester of research, preparing to present the project that’s taken years of your life. Due to a serendipitous accident in scheduling, you find yourself with unfettered access to Hector Valentino Earnesto Castillo: a sweet, poetic archivist who can and will find literally anything you need for your work – so long as you don’t try to see what he looks like.
The months-long flirtation between the two of you comes to a head one stormy afternoon.
the fic itself
finally, my guide for filtering/avoiding reader fics, for the weak those who insist.
I also have ongoing tags for both my to-be-read list (as I tend to reblog first now so I don’t forget) and fic recs - those are definitely worth checking out for wonderful works by some very talented people!
older/on hiatus works below
from sokovia with love -
Just you, your dissertation research on a country that no longer exists, and Baron Zemo twisting your arm to help him with his latest master plan as the pair of you flee the authorities (and Captain America) across Europe. Really, in a world where half the population can appear and disappear in the blink of an eye, what could go wrong?
The Fic Itself, currently standing at eleven chapters out of fourteen
oneshots set in the same universe as from sokovia with love:
…and everything’s very strange (zombie!au of my own fic, which still needs one of its endings)
mutual frustration (18+, the proof-of-concept sketch that inspired the larger story)
delight in your sweetness (18+, body positivity story for plus size/non-binary reader w/ skin picking issues)
their heartache and their reasons (grief fic, Father’s Day)
bedside manner (sick fic)
covetousness (18+, Zemo and reader are fully in their possessive era)
and he told me I was holy (18+ for violence, rescue fic)
the urges we can’t admit -
You’re an experienced practitioner of the sadistic arts at Mrs. Williams’s upper crust establishment of pleasure and pain. Dr. Laszlo Kreizler, renowned Alienist, has sought your services on a word of advice from his former patient. What was intended to be just a working relationship blossoms into something much more - but his latest case raises the stakes for both of you, especially as you try to keep it a secret from prying eyes. (Most of this story is 18+, just fyi.)
The Fic Itself, which has been long in progress.
oneshots set in this universe with the same reader:
hold me tight as I tell myself that you might make sense (18+, Reader and Las talk through a boundary in their relationship
bring me to my knees, make me testify (18+, body worship for Laszlo)
la vie en rose (Laszlo indulges in nice weather, brings you flowers.)
we’ll get away with everything (18+, You and Laszlo have been married 20 years. A night out is… eventful.)
servatis a maleficum (once again, a zombie!au of my own fic. fight me.)
look alive, sunshine -
(looking for the source on the needlepoint in this edit - if you know it, could you lmk?)
A totally self-indulgent modern grad student!au, which at this point has only be a stand-alone fic - but could do with a continuation or two.
The Fic Itself. (18+ for confessions-of-feelings sex.)
the headcanons that inspired it
the playlist
thanks to everyone who’s read/still reading these fics, I definitely wouldn’t be making this list without y’all 🖤 this is half an accountability list of some things I want to work on during my free time, and half just me remembering some of my previous work I really love 🥰
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we don't credit rebecca sugar enough for making the episode with the first gay wedding in a kids show extremely plot relevant so it could not be skipped or cut.
#rebecca sugar has gone on record saying that they knew from the beginning they wanted ruby and sapphire and they put every inch of planning#in to make sure that the studio could not take them out. sugar has said they’d compromised on hundreds of things they’d wanted for steven#so that they had the bargaining power specifically to keep ruby and sapphire’s relationship#and a number of ‘filler’ episodes were created just to establish counter-arguments that might come up when they pitched the wedding episode#the one that comes to mind is the episode about steven and connie getting lost in rose’s room steven’s central conflict about liking their#fave book series’ romantic ending was later weaponised when producer’s were like ‘oh but steven’s a boy he won’t be too interested in them#getting married’ sugar was able to be like ‘no. in this episode it’s established he loves romance and specifically weddings. and in these#episodes it’s shown how much steven cares about ruby and sapphire and their relationship and happiness. you cannot convince me this is not#good and necessary plot development#and they wrapped it up in the season finale and the big climactic point of the diamonds finally coming to attack earth to make the#episode integral to the series no skipping it without confusion. and had ruby wear a wedding dress because international censors took#advantage of her design to give her a masculine va#and sugar made certain that everybody knew This was a queer love story that an entire town supported and admired and that any child watchin#it at home would know they are not alone and that that support is waiting for them out there somewhere#sugar sacrificed the wider story they wanted to tell for that and it was a horrible decision to be given but they made the right choice
These weren’t even the biggest sacrifices. CN basically gave her an ultimatum and canceled the show for it. She knew this would likely happen and that’s why season 5 is paced so fast. She could have had 2 more seasons but that wouldn’t be worth it without ruby and sapphire
anyway if u watch the new Harry Potter show in any way for any reason you're part of the problem. if you pirate it you're part of the problem, if you "watch it critically" you're part of the problem, if you watch it for the purpose of a smug little video essay pointing out some problematic element in it, you're part of the problem. it doesn't matter if some element of the show is problematic, the show existing is problematic. don't give it any revenue or contribute to its cultural relevance. boycott it and let it wither on the fucking vine
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i agree so much about making your blorbos pathetic but i do fear that many take this to mean 'make them more traditionally feminine/submissive' which genuinely hurts my soul. make your blorbos pathetic in interesting character-oriented ways. understand their neuroses and turn the dials up to eleven. juxtapose the parts of life they handle extremely well with the parts of their lives that make them eat shit. make them angry. make them cold. make them pave their own way to hell while building walls preventing them from seeing any other way. please i'm begging you no more pathetic as an euphemism for bottoming im gonna mclose it.
The serum amplifies everything that is inside, so good becomes great; bad becomes worse. This is why you were chosen. Because a strong man who has known power all his life may lose respect for that power, but a weak man knows the value of strength, and knows compassion. Whatever happens tomorrow, you must promise me one thing. That you will stay who you are, not a perfect soldier, but a good man.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STEVEN GRANT ROGERS (July 4th, 1918)
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This is the weirdest post I'll ever make cause it is annoying and confusing me so much and I wish I didn't have to write this but take it as a warning, especially for all the Coyle writers/artists:
Last night I was banned from Julian Bailey's - the VA behind Sgt. Leland Coyle - discord server. Reason? I am writing fanfiction that is triggering to others and has upset members of the discord where they complained to the mod on there about me.
Now keep a few things in mind:
I have written roughly 10 messages in that server all together cause big servers annoy me and hadn't been active in over a week at that point.
I never ever shared my writing in there.
To find my writing, you'd have to go to my AO3 or on here - both accs are not connected to my discord so you'd have to dig/seek out the content.
Now this is all very strange to me. I get that my works are heavy hitters and require trigger warnings - that's why I put them on there. On AO3 and on here, several warnings.
I also use my works do deal with trauma from the past, including but not limited to parental abuse and SA, and I hate to admit this here in public but it is a way of taking back control. If you have been in a place like this, you know how healing it can be to take back control.
In addition to all of this...this is Outlast Trials. The Evil Ass Rape Game. About a character who in canon has murdered his 3 wives, killed several more people and did even more crime. And obviously molests the mannequins inside his own trial enviroment so I wouldn't put it past him to do things like that to reagents too.
So...???
Is every writer who ever wrote a "bad" fanfiction going to get the boot now? What is the like between okay-ish fanfiction and "bad" fanfiction? Would writing about Coyle jerking off to a mannequin be okay, but if you write about Coyle jerking off to a reagent be "bad"? And what about artists? All rule34 artists are now undesireable? Where is the line?
Now I'd advise people to be careful while active or even lurking in that server cause I am really not sure if it is a bigger problem, if several others got booted or if it's just me? A witch hunt? And even then, why is a single lurker's art a problem? Might be a reach but if you take 10 random people out of that server, I bet at least 1 of them has made NSFW content too, borderlining on DDDNE content.
Even then, it is just fucking weird, especially because I NEVER shared my works on there and people had to actively seek them out. And I repeat, all my works are covered in trigger warnings, so if you seek out content that is triggering you...???
So yeah. Please Coyle writers and artists, especially the Dead Dove creators, take this as a warning.
there is some 1984-level shit going on in that server, where thoughtcrimes get you banned but not any of the out of pocket, inappropriate shit said any given day about the actor and the characters he portrays in a space where he can see it
YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! YOU CAN CRAFT A COMPLETE SENTENCE! YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! YOU USE THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF COMMAS! YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! YOUR PROSE IS GOOD AND RIGHT! YOU'RE A REGULAR WRITER! EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS YOUR VISION!
being late getting into a piece of media or joining a ‘dead’ fandom is not that bad actually cause even if it seems like the party is over there will always be people still celebrating and the decoration is still up and there’s a piece of cake reserved especially for you in the fridge you just have to come and enjoy it.
You are aware that a fictional character is just a rhetorical construct designed to fulfill a narrative/thematic purpose right? That their actions are written by an author who wants to use them to explore complex ideas and moral gray areas within the safe confines of fiction right? That they aren't a real person who has killed real people right?
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Look I don't love the Star Wars sequels and I'm not clamoring for more Disney star wars movies anytime soon, but I do find it hilarious and heartbreaking that Steven Soderbergh, a truly excellent fimmaker who gave us the Ocean's trilogy and Magic Mike and Erin Brockovich, had a fully finished script for a Kylo Ren follow up movie after his death, and Disney rejected it because it doesn't make sense for him to come back after he died.
genuinely i don’t think it’s possible to easily explain the explicit part of online friendships to people who don’t Understand. i don’t mean like, explicit in the sense of “oh you’re sexting” or whatever. no. i mean when you and your friend start gleefully making up explicit sexual scenarios for your shared blorbos and you get giddier and giddier as you add more detail and you’ll be grinning at your screen as you type away at mach speeds. and it’s entirely nonsexual in an interpersonal sense, you’re not really getting Into it, but ohhhhh it’s soooooo fun and satisfying. and you can NEVER tell someone who doesn’t also do this that your mood is actively improved like fivefold because you and your friend played Sexual Tuoys together because they’ll go “what the FUCK.”
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