Navy Blue Anchors

"New Year, New You"....isn't that how the saying goes? Well I don't like it. Just because that 13 turns into a 14 in a mere second, you are supposed to completely change the person you were in the previous year? I am all for resolutions, bettering oneself and making significant changes, but why can't it happen gradually? Why can't someone just decide they want to work on themselves and it doesn't have to be in a forced promise made on the first of a new year? 

Every once in awhile there is that song. I've said it before. Whether it's a song you forgot about that circulates it's way through your playlist at just the right time or it's the first time you hear it and it takes your breath away. There is always that song. 

To be intrigued means 'to arouse the curiosity or interest of.' Everybody is intrigued by something or someone, most likely more than one thing or more than one someone. This thing or someone can change in a day or last a life time. The list of what arouses my curiosity goes on and on, but today it is Cara Delevingne, model and the face of….pretty much everything. There is just something about her...that simply...intrigues me. 

                                                                    {Man Repeller} 

It's about to be my least favorite season. I hate winter. I hate the cold. I am a summer girl. I don't mind fall with cool air and changing leaves and spring is okay, a foreshadowing of summer. But winter, I hate.

This winter, I am going to like it I've decided. I am going to start doing things again. Things I like. Things like sketching and writing and being creative. I miss being creative. So in an effort to jump start this, I am creating some inspiration for myself. 

And just like that....he is gone again. 

TGIF. With party after party this weekend, it is safe to say that I am very excited that it is finally Friday. Although Jared leaves in a few short days, I can't wait to spend another weekend with good friends and family.

                           {cant wait to see this little guy on Sunday who is now 2!}   

                                                                   {in love.}   

                                                                  {my favorite}

                            {just something about this picture and the one below it}

How was everyone's 4th of July? Mine was filled with BBQ's, Brews and the best of friends! I hope yours was the same.....

A little over a year ago, the world lost such an incredibly vibrant, eccentric and absolutely genuine person. She was one of the most beautiful girls I have ever had the pleasure of knowing, both inside and out. Although I do not understand why things like this happen, I do understand everything she gave us. From her poetry and artwork to her kind words and endless smiles. Even though she is gone, she gave us yet another gift. The gift which Tessa Page said best, “the chance to look into our lives and change for the better, not take things for granted, and love everyone every minute.” I can easily say she changed my life, and I am privileged to have had a friend like her.

          Hearing her laugh from the hostess stand, made me smile even on the toughest of days. As I walked to work in the morning, she walked opposite of me to Crazy Burger. Both exhausted/hungover from the night before we shared a nod and a "see you later."  Days off were spent at the beach, with non-stop talking and laughing....that laugh... "This is my best day," you said as we drove with the windows down. We really did have the best days...

You will live on through your words and artwork Erica Lee Knowles, we promise you that. Even though my heart will forever be heavy, I know you are at peace with your Dad. Keep shining, send us your light and rainbows, and thank you for everything.

                                    “I think grief tends to be something that makes the whole world a big empty lonely space. It knocks the wind out of you, leaves you wordless and unable to function normally. It makes you forget who you are without it”-Erica Lee Knowles

One week from today, I get to drive that unusually long drive to the airport in Boston to pick you up. 

One week from today, I get to throw my car in park, jump out of the car and hug you way too tight.

One week from today, I get to hold your hand for the entire slow drive back to my house.

One week from today, I get to spend the next two weeks with you and let the long distance fade away. 

Today is officially the first day of Summer! Better known as my favorite season and my favorite time of the year. And, it just so happens to be sunny and 75 here in Rhode Island. I plan on having a great Summer and will soon be creating my Summer Bucket List (stay tuned.) So, as you enjoy one of many hot weather days, please also enjoy some Summer inspiration.

                                                {I cannot wait for 4th of July festivities}

                                             {I love everything about this outfit}

                                                                          {for Erica}

                                                                       {Set Sail}

                                                            {Love this little picture}

This morning, my co-worker called me into her office to show me this video. I had no idea what she was showing me and after about two minutes, I was in tears. This wedding video may be the best I have ever seen and this couple is absolutely beautiful. So grab a tissue and enjoy the next 15 minutes...

I have a thing for note cards lately. I bought 3 new sets and I want more and more. There are countless websites that have the most adorable designs and I just can't get enough. The newest site I have come across is Sugar Paper. I love everything about their note cards especially the tiny details on each card! I think I may have to invest in some! 

                                                             Translation: I miss you.

I have been missing you everyday since January 26th. One more month and I get to see you. I have high expectations, but I hate that. I just can't wait to see you. One more month. That's it. 

               I can't wait. but I can. It's been since January 26th, what's another month right? I can wait. I just have to keep telling myself that.

That's it. Those two simple words put together have been what I have been living by lately. It is what I tell everyone. Just Breathe. It is all you can do sometimes.