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Me doing some kind of physical labor: ugh this fucking sucks pleh I hate physical labor >:(
Me remembering that because of this I’m going to sleep like a rock, my lunch is going to taste amazing, my skin is going to glow, my muscles are going to be stronger, and I’m going to be rewarded with the completion of this difficult task: oh nvm yayyyyy
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I might've added the BG3 Art Book to my dnd assets stash
It' 100% does not have things like the 5e players' handbook + 5e’s character sheet, several gm guides, critical role's explorer's guide to wildmount, baldur's gate and waterdeep city encounters, 101 potions and their effects, volo's guide to monsters, both of xanathar's guides, a bunch of other encounters, one shots, and class builds
In no way are there any pdf’s relating to any wizard who may or may not be residing on any coast
(Edit that I’ve moved the folder to the new link above! So if you catch a different version of this post that link won’t work anymore!)
I have come up with a better metaphor than “you can’t pour from an empty cup” for burnout. You can’t boil an empty kettle. Pouring from an empty cup just gets you nowhere. Trying to boil an empty kettle can ruin the kettle, the stove, and burn down your house if you keep trying it.
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I think we're misunderstanding that the people who are obsessed with it don't actually care about the process that it takes to get to the completed outcome with art, animation, music, creative mediums. They only care about the outcome.
They have zero relationship with or connection to the joy of process, the improvement over time, the steps between start and finish that take you to completion and all the micro-adjustments and intuitive alteration that comes with it. It is utterly foreign and irrelevant to them, they only want absolute efficiency and instant outcomes.
These folks would've never picked up a pencil in the first place, they can't even bothered to spend 10 minutes learning something new, these are not the type of people who will spend 10 years training a skill they deem replaceable, irrelevant, or adversarial to them.
They can't even grasp why you wouldn't make everything 60fps, completely misunderstanding the purpose of intent, motion, and the illusion of life you create by animating with limited and thoughtful frames. They're the types of folks who run thoughtful, well planned and well executed animation through AI machines that force additional hallucinated frames in for a "perfectly smooth" experience, at the loss of the original intent and energy of the art they are interfering with.
The average person on the receiving end of the homogenization of arts and crafts and culture doesn't really know about or care too deeply about the end outcome, and I'm not mad at them for it nor do I blame them.
We live in a fucked up system that has the majority of humans on earth scrounging to maintain their existence so they don't plummet into homelessness and starvation. They're left with the mediocrity of plastic clothing, generic fast-food, heavily processed shit that's worse for us all as whole and makes us sick. And that's not to say they don't hate it too, there's not one person I know in my life that enjoys any of this.
Everyone to a degree is subtly conscious of how fucked things are, by the way those fucked up things interact with and make their lives slightly worse, slightly more gross, slightly more wasteful and slightly more unbearable.
There is a small portion of mankind that is obsessed with profit and efficiency at any cost, and we are in a manufactured system that incentivizes and rewards those predatory behaviors rather than discourage. I don't have all the answers to how we fix this, except that it would require an absolute, fundamental change to a system that has a proclivity towards violently self-reinforcing when it feels threatened.
I don't know where we go from here, except towards each other, as we always have. In the wreckage of it all, create community and support for each other, pull away where you can from the mediocrity machine and have social bonds and connections where you create together, have community, and seek out places in real life where you can sell your crafts to people who want to disconnect from the sludge of mass manufactured filler stuff.
I promise you, the people who want your stuff and are tired of it all are out there, they likely just don't know how to find you or how to connect with creators who are making the things they want. They've spent their whole lives from childhood to adulthood being conditioned to accept cheaply made goop as their only option.
It's not gonna be easy, it never has been, and we're working under dire circumstances but we have got to try.
The only way out is small, local, and together, the way humans did it for thousands of years before our technology got too big for our slow-evolving brains. Create, create, and don't ever stop. The reward has never been the final outcome of the projects we engage in, but the feeling and flow of creating along the way, the steps between finish and start that get us there.
(small note that this is a shortcut that is more abt style and ease than anatomical accuracy. it helps to take time to really properly study hands, makes it easier to bend the rules a bit like this and have it still look good!!)
The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.
With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.
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i think that all the people who argue about gender by saying "the woke left cant even define a woman" need to get hit with the "who are you" question by a buddhist monk. no, thats your name, who are you. no thats your profession, who are YOU. no you fucking idiot thats your species, who are YOUU. dumb bitch u cant even define yourself
if there is a Dollar Tree near you, they have entire food aisles
Planet Fitness also has $10 memberships. you can shower and they have free food days! pizza night 1st monday every month, bagel tuesday the 2nd tuesday every month.
i am so glad that i renblogged this however so long ago. i saw this post and shared it with others in mind, but now i am the one who really needs this. id like to think of this as good karma i guess
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