Nathaniel Forrest

He finally asked me out…

My Soldier

Meet Phoenix… me and this guy have been through it…. he was my ex we been together since high school and when he decided to go off to the military we just broke up because that’s what i thought was best for ME …we always kept in contact with each other though.

Recently he was here in NY and we got together at my place and just talked. We talked untill we literally fell asleep LOL…. and since then its been butterfly’s and rainbows haha… I wanna take it slow but he told me he knows exactly what he wants and thats me and he told me that he would wait for me as long as it takes… he also said from what he has seen and overcome that life is to short so why hesitate… from this i realized we both want the same thing in life … so now we are taking it one day at a time and honestly its heaven.

NEW YORK, NEW YORK BABY

I’m back like i never left haha, i miss all my NYC family … hopefully i get a chance to get caught up cause i feel like i missed a lot, i got back last night and now im off for some errand runs since my house is still halfway unfurnished … sadly i had to leave in the middle of getting things together but hopefully ill be able to get things back on track…

⛵⚓ SOUL FOOD FRIDAY ⛵⚓

So many things happened in just a few hours..

An explanation..

So my producer stayed over because we were working on my videoclip for Homesick, when we went to bed we locked the whole place just like i always do. Everything was great by then, but when we woke up my whole studio was empty.. They literally took everything, since my producer had the back up of my videoclip on her pc and her pc was also in my studio there is no longer any tiny bit of my videoclip.. Everything is gone and I’m devastated, i worked so hard on this for you guys and I’m truly so sorry..

Also, atm as you can see i’m on the plane. I’m going to The Netherlands, Amsterdam. My home.. I haven’t been there for awhile but I received a phone call of my mom when i just woke up, which I thought was strange because it’s the middle of the night EU time. She said my grandmother (her mother) passed away, I thought my day couldn’t be any worse but when my mom called it obvious got worse.. She said she didn’t suffer and her death is a completely shock to everyone in our family since my grandmother was really healthy! My grandmother was as a 2nd mom to me, she always, every time she saw me brought me one red rose, she always took me to these beautiful nature spots and we just had such an amazing band.. I still can’t believe she’s gone, i’m so broken.. It’s been awhile since i saw her and now i’ll never see, hold, talk to her ever again..

And to make things even worst, a dear friend of my.. Some of you might know her committed suicide, her name was Lucia. She was an angel but i guess she now truly is an angel, i miss her.. She was always here for me, i was there for her.. But i guess it wasn’t enough/ it was too late..

So those are the reasons for my last post, i’m so sorry for the videoclip but i’ll make it up to you guys with something else..

Right now i’m just going to spend time with my family, been awhile since i saw my whole family.. Wish i would’ve been for another reason..

Clémence said:  “ Arrête avec ces photos à  la con Lorraine, nous sommes en publique” 

Lorraine said:“Moi aussi je t’aime chère mère😬”

Clémence said  “ Enough with these stupid pictures Lorraine, we are in public”

So many things happened in just a few hours..

An explanation..

So my producer stayed over because we were working on my videoclip for Homesick, when we went to bed we locked the whole place just like i always do. Everything was great by then, but when we woke up my whole studio was empty.. They literally took everything, since my producer had the back up of my videoclip on her pc and her pc was also in my studio there is no longer any tiny bit of my videoclip.. Everything is gone and I’m devastated, i worked so hard on this for you guys and I’m truly so sorry..

Also, atm as you can see i’m on the plane. I’m going to The Netherlands, Amsterdam. My home.. I haven’t been there for awhile but I received a phone call of my mom when i just woke up, which I thought was strange because it’s the middle of the night EU time. She said my grandmother (her mother) passed away, I thought my day couldn’t be any worse but when my mom called it obvious got worse.. She said she didn’t suffer and her death is a completely shock to everyone in our family since my grandmother was really healthy! My grandmother was as a 2nd mom to me, she always, every time she saw me brought me one red rose, she always took me to these beautiful nature spots and we just had such an amazing band.. I still can’t believe she’s gone, i’m so broken.. It’s been awhile since i saw her and now i’ll never see, hold, talk to her ever again..

And to make things even worst, a dear friend of my.. Some of you might know her committed suicide, her name was Lucia. She was an angel but i guess she now truly is an angel, i miss her.. She was always here for me, i was there for her.. But i guess it wasn’t enough/ it was too late..

So those are the reasons for my last post, i’m so sorry for the videoclip but i’ll make it up to you guys with something else..

Right now i’m just going to spend time with my family, been awhile since i saw my whole family.. Wish i would’ve been for another reason..

Clémence said:  “ Arrête avec ces photos à  la con Lorraine, nous sommes en publique” 

Lorraine said:“Moi aussi je t’aime chère mère😬”

Clémence said  “ Enough with these stupid pictures Lorraine, we are in public”