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Hey, tall brunette and gorgeous.

I was downright appallingly rude to you when you were just... trying to be friendly, I wanna call it, but I could see it was kind of outright flirtatious. I wasn’t really in the right place to let people down easy - and I was nowhere near close enough to be cooler about it. Believe me, I’m good at playing the fool when I want to, even when I’m somewhat between a shit liar and a really horrible one.

@natecanttweet: i wanna eat chipotle now @reezytaughtyou

Amelia, it was never the three of you or him. It wasn’t, not in my mind. I never did anything but want to give you the best that I possibly could. I’m sorry that my way of going for it did not sit well with you.

Do you want me to go on a spiel on what the living wage is and what it should be and what people think of people who work and make a living with it? Yes, I do have a roof over my head that I don’t pay for, and food enough for any sort of cook-out, but I’m not speaking for myself.

Dear Samara - thanks for always making me feel like a rockstar. Except for our first date which was awkward as hell and I’ve never been able to listen to that song again without making a face.

You were such a trooper, though, always standing by me and supporting me at my most awkward. I wish things hadn’t worked out for you the way they did - that I would have noticed something when you started coming around so much. Even if, to be slightly more fair towards myself, we both had a lot going on back when.

I heard that you’ve been doing better. Even unc- Richard remembers you.

Maybe we should chat again sometime :)

Yours,

Dear notjessicareyes you:

You’re gorgeous. You’re witty, you’re charming, you’re so funny and so incredible. I should be so lucky that you’d like me back, that I could get that.

I get the feeling sometimes that... that.

That I wish I could keep you.

I don’t know how to talk when I’m around you, or when you’re in my mind.

Dear little hoppy cute bunny princesa:

You’ve probably been one of the warmest welcomes I’ve received here in Roseboro. I wasn’t holding out much hope - at all - of finding anything I could like anywhere... but you did do your thing and proved me wrong. You make me laugh on a daily basis - because you’re somehow always around the shop when I’m on - and I look forward to finding more ways to treat you.