lumière

ang cute lang when someone makes pacute towards you. tries their best to make you feel kilig and all! it’s a dreadful cycle talaga ano, trying to know someone. at first it’s all rainbows and butterflies tapos after that dami na obstacles!! most probably why i feel sick just thinking about going through the same cycle again cause nakakatamad na and to be honest wala, very repetitive nga. thought i’d never think about this anymore considering ok naman current relationship ko but oh well things change

which brings me to another thought — i hope my exes will never feel that way about me. i hope they only learn from me and take those as something that would help them become a better person as well as become a better partner towards their current or future girlfriends. i do not want other women to feel insecure about their relationship, or feel like their boyfriend is still somehow hung up with their ex. i don’t want them to feel like their partners still see a glimpse of me. no woman deserves to feel that way.

hmp

I feel so empty and have been feeling this way for months already. Lungkot.