𝒩𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓋𝒶𝓉𝒾

A/n: Parts of Love In Paradise used.

The wind over Air Temple Island was usually gentle.

But tonight...Tonight, it screamed.

Moonlight washed over the stone rooftops in silver, painting the temples in quiet light while the ocean below rolled endlessly against the cliffs. Every lantern had long since been extinguished. The others were asleep. Appa snored somewhere beyond the stables, and Momo had curled into a fluffy ball beside one of the temple statues.

Yet one room remained empty.

You woke with the familiar ache of absence before your eyes had even opened.

The space beside you was cold. "Aang…" Your voice was groggy, the blankets rustled as you sat upright, your heart already sinking. This wasn’t the first time. Since the war had ended, the nightmares came less often than they once had but when they did, they carved through him with frightening precision.

You slipped on a robe and hurried barefoot through the quiet halls.

The night air met you the moment you stepped outside.

There.

A familiar orange-and-yellow silhouette stood at the very edge of the highest balcony overlooking the sea.

Your breath caught.

Aang wasn’t simply standing near the ledge.

His toes hung over it.

The wind whipped his robes around him, the arrows tattooed across his scalp glowing faintly beneath the moonlight as though responding to emotions he couldn’t contain.

His shoulders trembled as he payed you no mind as it was miles away from here.

“…Aang,” you called softly.

He didn’t move.

The sound of crashing waves seemed to melt away until there was only silence…and then.

“No…”

His whisper was almost too quiet to hear.

“They’re gone…”

You approached slowly, every instinct from your years as a trapeze performer returning. Sudden movements startled people. Calm voices grounded them.

Another careful step.

“Aang…”

His breathing became ragged. “They’re burning.” His body still tense as his voice cracked. “The temple…”

You could see it now.

He wasn’t looking at the ocean anymore, no his gray eyes stared through it.

Through the years.

Through every memory.

“Aang,” you said gently, “get away from the ledge.”

Nothing.

He swallowed hard. “You don’t know…”His hands clenched until his knuckles turned white. “You don’t know what I’ve gone through.”

Another shudder ran through him.

“You don’t know what I’ve sacrificed.”

His voice rose, not angry, but broken.

“So many people…”

He squeezed his eyes shut.

“Every comrade I long knew.”

A tear escaped before he even realized he was crying.

“Every friend…”

His breath hitched violently.

“I saw them die.”

The words dissolved into a whisper, as if every previous Avatar was speaking through him.

“And all I hear are screams.”

For one awful heartbeat…

You heard them too.

Not real screams.

Imagined ones.

The echoes trapped inside him.

The laughter of Air Nomad children replaced by roaring fire.

Monks calling his name.

Gyatso.

The smell of smoke.

The impossible silence afterward.

His knees nearly buckled.

You crossed the remaining distance carefully until you were only a few feet behind him.

Not touching.Not yet.

Your old circus instructor had taught you something after terrible falls.

Never grab someone who has lost their balance.

Help them find it.

“It will be fine, dear,” you whispered into the wind.

His breathing remained uneven.

You took another slow step. “Come back inside, dear.”

The ocean breeze lifted strands of your hair across your face.

“You don’t have to stand out here with them.”

Another step.

“You don’t have to carry them alone.”

His shoulders shook harder. “They needed me.”

“You were twelve.”

“I should’ve been there.”

“You were a child.”

“I ran away.”

“You survived.”

“I abandoned them.”

“You lived...you would have died with them Aang, your survival saved so many more.”

His head dropped.The words seemed to strike him harder than any accusation ever could.

Your voice remained impossibly gentle. “Love of my life…” You reached him now, stopping just behind him. “…come back to paradise.”

His breathing hitched again. “I don’t know if I deserve paradise.”

Your heart splintered. "No?"

He gave a tiny shake of his head. “I close my eyes…” he whispered. “And I’m back there.”

The tattoos along his arms shimmered faintly.

“The smoke....The fire.” His fingers curled against the stone railing. “I don’t want to remember anymore.”

His voice became so small it barely reached you.

“Let me close my eyes.”

Slowly…

Carefully…

You reached forward.

Not to pull him.

Not to restrain him.

Instead, your hand settled over his.

Warm.

Steady.

Real.

He startled at first, then looked down as though only just realizing someone else existed in the world.

You laced your fingers between his. “I know your life’s been hard.” Your thumb brushed softly across his knuckles.

“I know there are nights when the war comes back.”

His breathing slowly began to match yours, his shoulders loosened a fraction. The tears continued to fall, but they were quieter now.

“I’ll stay inside your heart,” you murmured. “No matter what memories try to convince you.”

You stepped beside him now instead of behind him, never releasing his hand.

“When they scream…” You lifted your joined hands to your chest. “…listen for me.”

His eyes finally met yours, for just an instant, he wasn’t the Avatar. He wasn’t the hero who ended a hundred-year war.

He was the last little boy from a people who no longer existed.

You cupped his face between your hands. “You are not standing in the Southern Air Temple.”

His breathing steadied another little bit.

“You are not alone....You are home...”

The words broke whatever remained of his composure.

A strangled sob escaped him as he folded forward, burying his face against your shoulder with the desperation of someone who had spent decades pretending to be stronger than he felt.

You wrapped both arms around him without hesitation.

He clung to you.

Not gracefully.

Not proudly.

He held on like someone afraid the earth itself might disappear beneath his feet.

His tears soaked into your robe while the wind continued to dance around the temple.

Neither of you spoke for a long time.

Eventually, the tension drained from his body, the trembling eased.His heartbeat slowed beneath your cheek.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered hoarsely.

You leaned back just enough to kiss his forehead, lingering against the blue arrow there. “You never have to apologize for surviving.”

His eyes closed again, this time, not to escape the memories but because he trusted that when he opened them again he would still find you there.

pairing — Zuko x reader

word count — 1962

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Iroh took tea very seriously.

Izumi discovered this at age sixteen, though honestly she should have known it already.

The first clue was the way he set the kettle on the stove as though preparing for a sacred rite. The second was the pile of carefully measured tea leaves arranged in front of him in neat little bowls. The third was the expression on his face when he saw her step into the sitting room and announced, with great calm, “Today, we will make tea properly.”

Izumi stopped in the doorway.

Then she glanced toward the couch where Zuko and Y/N were seated with the relaxed expressions of parents who had clearly been told to stay out of it and were pretending not to be entertained.

“I was told,” Izumi said carefully, “that this was an informal lesson.”

Iroh clasped his hands behind his back. “That depends entirely on your definition of informal.”

Zuko leaned toward Y/N and muttered, “She is already doomed.”

Y/N hid a smile behind your hand.

Izumi gave her father a flat look. “I heard that.”

“Good,” Zuko said, not at all repentant. “It’s educational.”

Iroh turned toward the tea table again, completely unbothered by everyone else’s commentary. He had retired years ago from military life, but he still moved with the calm authority of a man who had once led soldiers and now chose to lead by grace instead. His hair was silver at the temples now, his posture a little slower than it had been when Izumi was small, but his eyes were still warm and sharp and far more dangerous than anyone expected when he decided to be wise.

He gestured to the cushion opposite him. “Sit.”

Izumi obeyed.

Then he handed her the teapot.

She stared at it. “Now?”

“Now.”

“I thought there would be instructions first.”

“There are.”

“That is not reassuring.”

Iroh smiled. “Good. Comfort too early can make one careless.”

Zuko coughed discreetly into his fist. “That sounds familiar.”

Iroh glanced at him. “You were a difficult student.”

Zuko raised his brows. “I was a very serious student.”

“You were an impatient student.”

“I was both.”

Y/N’s smile widened. “He absolutely was.”

Izumi looked between the three of them with immediate suspicion. “Why does no one ever speak of Father’s lessons without looking entertained?”

Zuko folded his arms. “Because Uncle enjoys embarrassing me.”

“I enjoy reminding you,” Iroh corrected, “that patience is a skill, not a weakness.”

Izumi stared at the tea set in front of her with the intensity of someone preparing for a military exam.

She took a breath. “All right. Teach me.”

Iroh nodded once. “Good. First, the water.”

He pointed her toward the kettle.

She lifted it with both hands, careful and precise, and poured the water over the tea leaves in the pot. Her movements were controlled, her face very serious, her brow slightly furrowed.

Zuko watched from the couch with a sort of anxious pride that made Y/N smile.

“She looks like she is about to negotiate a treaty,” you murmured.

“She does everything like that,” Zuko replied.

“That is because she takes after you.”

He turned to you. “That is an insult.”

“It is not.”

“I think it is.”

Across the room, Iroh said, “Not too fast, Izumi.”

She froze immediately. “I wasn’t fast.”

“You were thinking about being fast.”

That startled her into a small laugh. “How can you tell?”

“The tea knows.”

Zuko shut his eyes briefly as if suffering through a memory only he could feel. “That is exactly what you used to say to me.”

Iroh looked very pleased. “And you hated it.”

“I still do.”

“And yet you learned.”

Izumi’s gaze flicked toward her father. “Did he really hate tea lessons?”

Zuko opened one eye. “I did not hate the tea lessons.”

Iroh lifted a brow. “You hated the tea lessons.”

“I hated the moral implications of being corrected by tea.”

Y/N laughed outright at that, and Izumi’s mouth twitched despite herself.

The room had the kind of warmth that lived only in family spaces. Sunlight filtered through the high windows. The faint scent of mint and jasmine drifted from the kettle. One of the palace attendants had brought in a plate of small cakes, though no one had touched them yet because Iroh had declared that tea preparation required “one’s full attention” and everyone else had been pretending to believe him.

Izumi carefully added the tea leaves and glanced up. “How much should I use?”

“Enough,” Iroh said.

She stared. “That is not a measurement.”

“It is for tea.”

Zuko, unable to resist, said, “He told me that exact same thing when I was your age.”

Izumi turned to him. “Did you ask the same question?”

He gave her a long look. “Worse. I asked why I needed to wait for the water to cool.”

Iroh chuckled. “And I told you patience improves flavor.”

“Which I found insulting.”

“You were insulted by everything then.”

“I still am.”

That made Y/N grin. “He is being modest. He was more offended by tea than by most political meetings.”

Izumi looked scandalized. “Father.”

He gave her a helpless shrug. “I was a teenager.”

“Grandpa Iroh,” she said, turning back to her uncle with grave seriousness, “did you also say things like that?”

“Of course,” Iroh said. “And your father rolled his eyes every time.”

Zuko muttered, “Because you made it sound like tea held the secrets of the universe.”

Iroh’s face brightened. “It does.”

Izumi’s expression suggested she had already accepted that this lesson was going to be strange.

She poured the tea into two cups, carefully matching the color as Iroh had instructed. Then she looked up with suspicion. “Why are there two cups?”

“Because one is for testing,” Iroh said.

“And the other?”

“Is for drinking.”

“That seems obvious.”

“Tea is rarely obvious.”

Zuko leaned back and folded his arms. “That is also what he said when I was learning sword forms.”

Y/N glanced at him. “You have compared tea to sword forms?”

“I did not. He did.”

Iroh nodded solemnly. “There are similarities.”

Izumi looked alarmed. “There are?”

“Control,” Iroh said. “Balance. Timing. A willingness to start over if one makes a mistake.”

Her expression changed then, growing more focused. She held the teacup in both hands and looked down at it as though it were suddenly a firebending drill with steam instead of flame.

Iroh noticed, of course. “Ah,” he said softly. “You are approaching this like a challenge.”

Izumi blinked. “Shouldn’t I?”

“Only if you want tea to win.”

That won a small laugh from her.

Zuko glanced at Y/N with a look that was part affection, part disbelief. “She is actually taking this very seriously.”

“She takes everything seriously,” you said.

“That is true.”

Across the room, Iroh lifted one cup and took a deliberate sip. He closed his eyes for a moment, then smiled.

Izumi straightened. “Well?”

He opened his eyes and looked at her kindly. “Your patience was better than your first attempt. The tea is a little strong, but not bad.”

Izumi’s shoulders eased by a tiny fraction. “That is not a glowing review.”

“It is for a first cup.”

She glanced at the tea in her hands, then at Zuko. “How bad was Father’s first cup?”

Zuko immediately sat up straighter. “Uncle.”

Iroh’s expression became delightfully serious. “He used almost twice the amount of leaves he should have, boiled the water too hot, and then insisted the flavor was ‘fine’ because admitting otherwise would have been humiliating.”

Izumi stared at her father.

Zuko looked directly at the ceiling. “I am being slandered.”

“You were unbearable,” Iroh said.

Y/N nearly choked on a laugh.

Izumi, now far more interested in this than the tea, pointed carefully. “Did you throw a fit?”

Zuko looked at his daughter with the exhausted dignity of a man who had made peace with the fact that his childhood was apparently now public property. “I questioned the principles of tea.”

Izumi’s lips parted in horror. “You what?”

“I was thirteen.”

“That is such a terrible age to be insufferable,” she said, appalled.

Zuko stared at her for a second and then burst into quiet laughter.

That changed everything.

The room, which had been full of concentration only moments before, softened into family noise,the sound of Zuko laughing, Y/N smiling into your tea, Iroh shaking his head with a look of affectionate victory, Izumi trying and failing not to grin at the absurdity of all of them.

After a while, she settled again and asked, “Why is tea so important to you?”

The question was casual, but it made the room go quieter.

Iroh set down his cup and looked at her with unmistakable warmth. “Because it requires presence.”

Izumi considered that.

He continued, “When one makes tea, one cannot rush it and still expect it to become what it should be. One must pay attention. Be patient. Respect the process.”

Her gaze drifted toward Zuko for just a second.

He noticed.

She looked back to Iroh and said, a little more softly, “That sounds like firebending.”

“It is,” Iroh said. “And it is also life.”

Zuko’s expression had gone quietly thoughtful. He knew what the lesson really was. Not just tea. Not just patience. Something broader. Something he had spent years trying to give his daughter in one form or another: discipline without fear, confidence without arrogance, tradition without cruelty.

Izumi looked down into her cup and let the steam warm her face.

Then she asked, “Did Father ever get it right?”

Iroh’s smile turned a little sly. “Eventually.”

Zuko groaned. “That was too easy.”

“It was true.”

Izumi looked between them and then at Y/N. “Did he always act like this?”

Y/N’s smile was soft now. “Only when he was trying not to admit he cared very much.”

Zuko gave you a wounded look. “You are all conspiring against me.”

“Yes,” you said easily. “Because it is fun.”

Izumi laughed again, and the sound seemed to ease something in Zuko’s face. He watched his daughter in the warm light, sitting straight-backed with the solemnity she used for all things important, and for a moment he could not help but think how much of himself had gone into her and how much better she was already at carrying it.

Iroh must have seen it too, because he leaned back and said softly, “She is listening better than you did.”

Zuko exhaled. “That is unfair.”

“It is accurate.”

Izumi lifted the teacup carefully and took a sip.

Everyone watched.

Then she blinked once, considered, and said, “It is good.”

Iroh’s face lit with quiet pride. “It is.”

She looked down at the cup again, then gave a tiny nod as if sealing the judgment. “I want to try again.”

Zuko smiled before he could stop himself.

Iroh pushed the next kettle toward her. “Then we will do it again.”

And so they did.

The lesson stretched longer than Izumi expected, and perhaps longer than anyone else needed, but no one rushed her. She measured the leaves again. She handled the water more carefully. She listened this time not because she had to, but because she wanted the tea to become something worth having. Worth sharing.

By the end, she had made a cup she accepted with a serious, approving look.

Zuko took one taste and raised his brows. “Better.”

Izumi’s mouth curved. “Obviously.”

Y/N laughed.

Iroh smiled.

And Zuko, watching his daughter sit straighter with the pride of a girl who had just mastered something small but sacred, felt the strange and beautiful certainty that this was how generations passed.

Not through crowns.

Not through titles.

the girl who won’t grow up

seeing all the leaked screencaps of the aged up gaang got me thinking about yue </3