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ㅠ~ㅠ All my love is go-o-o-o-o-o-one, all my love is gone. Now your dead and gone.

<still learning english>

Jaebeom : "Today i'm so tired, and i miss you. Can we have videocall before i sleep?"

Me : "What if i won't?"

Jaebeom : "Will always trying to call you this whole night, until you decide to answer it"

Me : "I want to sleep, Good night♡"

Jaebeom : "YAAA! Mrs.Im answer my call or i will come to your apartment now!"

Me : "No i'm not Mrs. Im!"

Jaebeom : "Whut?! First you won't had a vidcall with me and two you say that you won't me to call you Mrs.Im?!"

Me : "Point two bcs we are not married:("

Jabeom : "Ok, answer my vidcall! We talk about our soon wedding"

This guy won't play easy! He know you will got melted by his action on vc and 'talk about soon wedding" is not on your conversation lol.

"Why I can't?"

"The way you look at me or ghost there's no difference!"

"Am I? Do you think I can see those Invisible things(ghost)?"

"Emm, m-maybe yes. Your friend always teasing me every time they are See Me! And you are always look at me like you are looking at the scariest thing!"

"I'm not"

"I don't care but I have a question for you!"

"I won't answer it"

"Why did you look at me like that?"

"I said that I won't answer your question"

"why?"

"I wo-"

"WHY?!"

"Of course I can't easily look at you the same like I see the other girls around me!"

"why?"

"Because I can't see someone that had a special place in my heart in a normal way."

"Huh?"

"Yes, I love you. Up to you if you want mad at me or what, I just wanna say that I don't put that hope, that you will love me back. I just wanna say that one and didn't look like I'm loser who just can admiring you without confess."

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Again, I'm here standing in front of the place that we had ever met. Standing without you beside me in 10 times. This feeling still the same, I won't let this feelings leave me alone. Only me and this kind of feeling that never ends will always be here for you.

When I close my eyes, it feels like I can feel .your presence even when you are not here. Not here standing with me like 6 months left. Just for waiting to the bus stop, made some jokes, laughed so hard when we're didn't get bus because we are busy teasing each other.

I remember every single things when I'm with you. This is so hard for me to forget it all. And especially I won't forget you. You are just too special for me. Can we go back to the past when everything is good and easy for us?

How much times that I need to spend just to waiting for you, who never comeback. Forget me or not, I'm still here waiting for you to call my name like usual.

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