savemefrommyself

oh my gosh why can't anyone just kill me? bc then I don't have to.

I loved you more than everything. And then i pushed you away. Thats just what i do. I love someone and then i push the one away. Nothing personally.

I don't know why but I'm always having this feeling that it's my fault. I left my boyfriend a year ago and I still think it's my fault. He sometimes freaked out and punched me or did something like that. I know that it was right to leave him but I'm still having this feeling that it's my fault. I loved him and should've accepted his aggressive face. And he had a reason that he punched me. I was a terrible girlfriend.

You may see yourself in a different way than the others see you. But sometimes You see yourself in the same way the others see you. It can be good but it also can be terrible.