Hama man am.

why did i let them convince me you were anything other than an unloving, selfish hypocrite? even as a kid, i had you pegged from the start.

I will never be able to forgive her, and that is entirely on her. Actions have consequences. Don't be angry with me for being human and heartbroken. Be angry with her for ruining everything every step of the way.

i wish you had just left me alone to love you the way i did. you never had anyone to teach you how to pick a blooming flower without crushing it.

i love you so much and yet i can't stop thinking about how i wish i could go back in time and convince myself to move on and stay away.

it really really sucks when the person you were hoping would be your #1 fan, your biggest cheerleader, ignores what's good about you at best and downplays it at worst.

i'm not even fucking allowed to be depressed in my own home. some things never change.

i miss when you loved me better.