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It's so weird having a normal job where people think I'm straight

My life was just a poor excuse to further the creation of gay fanfiction and I have now accepted this calling and will give up on all other ambitions

It's scary but I started to disagree with people? I usually don't do that. My heart doesn't pound as much but I dissociate almost, and just hear my lips disagree for me. It's better than swallowing it all down though. I think it's a defense mechanism kicking in, so people stop hurting me, or saying things I find concerningly problematic in my space