martyr

Most common kinshifts:

🪓 - Ivan / Ivory (Bad Things)

🗡️ - Two Time / Times (F*rsaken)

🙂 - Verity (Something is Knocking at Your Door / SIKAYD)

🐇 - Jax / Daisy / Jasmine (TADC)

🎼 - Kanade Yoisaki / K (Project Sekai)

🌻 - Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run Kingdom)

🛹 - Infected (Regretevator)

And then the rest of them cause they fucking stink /aff:

🚂 - Barry The Quokka (The Murder of Sonic The Hedgehog)

🖼️ - BrokenSpawn / MartyrSpawn (Let Him Go)

🍊 - KEL / KELSEY (OMORI)

☀️ - SUNNY / SUN (OMORI)

🍎 / ♥️ - Kris (Deltarune)

🍌 / 🎧 - Len Kagamine (VOCALOID / Project Sekai)

💘 - Pavlova Cookie (Cookie Run Kingdom)

🚀 - Rocket (PHIGHTING!)

🐢 - Donatello Hamato (Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles)

a while

a few weeks? idk

im trying so hard to take care of myself

the only things i cant manage well is my food intake

my nausea isnt making it any better

i need to. eat more but my body feels like itll throw it right back up

i need to shower more

mother screamed at me and told me i reeked a few days ago

mother it is!!!!! not my fault i cannot get myself out of bed for hours on end!!!!!

but i really need to shower more

gosh

i need to keep going

he’ll talk to me eventually, right?

i feel so sick but we ball

(i weighed myself yesterday and im at 112 lbs now. ugh.)

its not even cause i dont wanna eat anymore

its cause of my stupid nausea

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I CAN SEE MY RIBS. I JUST LOOKED IN THE MIRROR

i really gotta make that doctors appointment😓

aand uhm

hope that i can get better from this

we ball!!!!!!! i say as if i didnt crash two days ago and havent been able to recover since

but igot this

i have to keep going

i have to try and take care of myself

i havent felt this worried in so long i shouldve never checked roblox😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓 i feel like im gonna get worse just by thinking about it but its okay!!!!!!!!!! i know things will gt better eventually

probably

taking a break

from my needy self

and annd

hes probably

hanging out with other people

better people

please dont abandon me like the others

also mrs. megan had the corbeau full art ive been wanting for. forever I NEED HIM SOBADLY ILOVE CORBEAU IMGONNA SOB

she said wecan talk more about pokemon next friday,,,, IMSO EXCITED ILOVE HER SO MUCH SHES THE COOLEST ADULT IVE EVER MET

other than spot ilovr spot

i wish i had cool pokemon cards to show her :[[[

i dont even know why

i just. want to cry my eyes out

fuck

bad timing but im still incredibly worried about him i feel sick every time i find something that reminds me of him. NOT IN A BAD WAY OF COURSE I JUST. MISS HIM ALOT

i really hope hes doing better

and that he’ll talk to me again one day

im here to listen fUCK IMCRYING AGAIN EEJEKEHEJHRJRFJ

fuck i miss him so badly i can barely even function normally

ive been putting off talking abojt this since ive been feeling so happy lately but

ugh

i hate being so worried

it just makes people more upset than i am because theyre scared ill try attempting again or hurting myself or sometjing

llike noo i have promises i have to keep. ive been forcing myself to staying!!!! alive for you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WOULD I EVER WANT TO CAUSE YOU THAT MUCH SUFFERING DID YOU FUCKING SEE WHAT I DID TO ADAM IN DECEMBER OF LAST YEAR??????

I NEVER WANT TO PUT ANYONE THROUGH THAT AGAIN

please imnot gonna kill myself no matter how many times i threaten to do it

in the end im going to live for my friends

unless one of my many suicide pacts decides to go imgoing with them idgaf

BUT THATLL NEVER HAPPEN OBVIOUSLY CAUSE IMHERE AND ALIVE AND AND SORTA HAPPY AND

icsnt think of anytbing else haha whoops

tODAY MARKS 6 DAYS STRAIGHT OF HAVING NAUSEA AND I HOPE THIS HELPS

whoever made that strawberry taste to them is getting a fat smooch on the lips /SILLY