bloodlust

"Dear Milena, I wish the world were ending tomorrow. Then I could take the next train, arrive at your doorstep in Vienna, and say: "Come with me, Milena. We are going to love each other without scruples or fear or restraint. Because the world is ending tomorrow." Perhaps we don't love unreasonably because we think we have time, or have to reckon with time. But what if we don't have time? Or what if time, as we know it, is irrelevant? Ah, if only the world were ending tomorrow. We could help each other very much." - Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

first love js a phenomenon i don’t quite understand and will probably not for a long time… my best friend said that of course i wouldn’t have a normal experience …

I may want to go to grad school to study literature...