mila

when i say i love and hate yous the same that’s what i really mean. i do not have a hatred towards humanity, i love everyone so much it consumes me and makes that love turn into hate and it mixes and swashes 24/7..

should i lock in and make a discord… descions

happy girlfriends day to all the lady’s i have on here i love you

last post i wasn’t talking about anything specific im so fucking sorry .. i just love to type to type

idgaf what larp means i use it as a sub word for ‘poser’ and/or ‘liar’

keep hating on me it makes me hard 🤤

i have the take that i do hope colt “feels nothing” about the crime he committed. he’s 16 and will have to live with his actions and consequences for the rest of his life so yes i hope he doesnt hate himself for what happend. from the trial tho, i am not fully sure but i do belive he does have regrets. p.s. fuck you if you think he deserves life with no parole , it’s not just 4 lives taken that day it’s his too. he’ll never ever be able to walk freely

i love spiders their so tiny and deserve the world

i wish i could gut myself to be skinner

ever since colts trial and sentencing, i’ve had a heavy heart. all glorifing and allat aside he’s just a boy who needs treatment but instead got hit with the book. i’m not saying he doesn’t deserve jail time but he was 14 at the time of the crime.. idk i just hurts my heart in a way i cannot explain

back in the day when i hurt myself, i’d think in my head whenever i was being puss puss i would actually believe if i did it more/ make it hurt more than the boy i liked would like be back.. did it for when i was scared of literally anything too 😂✌️