Keleé

They really got the best person to play Eddie Munson.

Stranger Things 4 - Chapter Nine: The Piggyback

Days just drag on and I can't remember half of it. I'm in inside my head the whole time but at the same time, it doesn't feel like my mind belongs to me. Nothing feels like it matters anymore. I don't feel excited about life because it feels like nothing will work out.

I need a change but I don't know where to start and I'm not pushing myself to do anything. People keep saying that it will eventually get better and say positive things to me, so I just keep hanging on to their words because I usually say the same things to them. What else can I really do except be there for them so that they don't feel alone.

I don't know what really to say but I hope I leave this space soon and become the person I envision myself to become.

So, I'm in a long distance relationship for a few months now, and it has been going great... at least that's what I think. He's an amazing boyfriend and we were friends before we got into a relationship. But lately I've been feeling like I do have feelings for him but at the same time I don't feel anything. He became part of my routine in life and it's so dull now. Is that normal? Like sometimes I would even forget that I have a boyfriend because I'm still not used to having one after being single all my life.