DON'T TALK, JUST READ

P.S. We accept the love we think we deserve. -Stephen Chbosky 

Remember how easy it was for him to dismiss your feelings? Remember when he didn’t consider your emotions before making a decision. Remember when you weren’t his priority? Be strong. You’re worth it, and if he doesn’t see that, then that’s not your problem anymore. 

Need to talk with someone. I’m getting crazy at home. Can’t talk with my boyfriend because I need to give him space to chill and think about whether he still wants to be in a relationship. If he doesn’t, I should still be able to survive. I don’t need forced love. I don’t need someone to make me feel like I’m an obligation. I don’t need someone who will accept me conditionally. I want someone who will be there with me through everything. 

I need to rant so I am reviving this Tumblr account. I hate feelings. I hate being sad. I guess nobody does. I want to rant, but I hate how toxic I've become. I hate how everyone is tired of my complaints. I'm tired of my complaints. How are we supposed to live?????