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wish i could like. forgive myself for being a person

You want something to love, control, obsess over, feel motivated by. Why can’t that be you? Don’t you deserve that level of effort? Don’t you deserve that level of consistency? So much energy spent on impressing others, focusing on others, desiring others but what about your goals, dreams, desires, future? Do they not count? I know this is more complex than a paragraph of writing but the person you have been looking for all this time is you. The person you are hoping to meet to make you more fulfilled is you. You have to meet yourself halfway. You have to get up in the morning and check-in with you, keep the energy high for you. you have to choose you over and over again. And I promise you, once you invest in this new relationship with you, this relationship will be more meaningful than anything you have ever invested in your life.

really rude that i cant go back in time and save my younger self 

When Lorde said “I care for myself the way I used to care about you”? That’s one of the most healing things I’ve ever heard like wow that woman really hit me in the heart with that one

Some people don’t understand and/or recognize the immense amount of strength it takes to pull yourself out of a dark place mentally. So if you did that and defeated depression, anxiety, or self-hate I’m so proud you.

Cool relationship idea: actually be supportive of your partner and be respectful about their personal space. Stay your own person.

this is important

am i a joke to you?