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“ I don’t like being left in the dark. I like knowing what’s going on. I’m sure the rest of Zootopia would agree. ”

         "I am notorious for sticking my nose in other people’s business.                                                   It’s a terrible flaw I have.“

                                                                “ Failure. Fear.

                                      In the lives we lead, these things are inevitable. 

                                                             How we deal with them…

                                                                “ Failure. Fear.

                                      In the lives we lead, these things are inevitable. 

                                                             How we deal with them…

                                                                “ Failure. Fear.

                                      In the lives we lead, these things are inevitable. 

                                                             How we deal with them…

well not a hint really, here’s my new muse:

:333

Yeah, I’m probably going to not use this blog anymore honestly. I’m tempted to completely delete this blog and most of my others but I think that’d be pushing it. I have muse for Oswald and Minnie but I can’t write anymore, not the way I used to, and I just don’t feel like anyone cares much for my blogs and I’m not a favorite blog to anyone so what’s the point?

I’m going through a rough patch right now, mentally, I have been for years. Some times are just harder than others; it’s been going on for ten years so I’m used to it. But when it gets worse it affects my ability to do anything. I doubt myself and my writing and my ability to grab anyone’s attention anymore, not in the way others can. There’s a lot of people better than me and I just don’t have the energy to try anymore. Maybe one day but I doubt it.

I do have a blog in mind I might do in hopes of starting over elsewhere with new people in that fandom, even if said fandom kinda scares me a little, but also because that’s where my muse is right now. Some people know who it is already, so I won’t bother going into it. If I do get a blog up I’ll reblog the promos here and on Minnie so you guys know where to find me.

Yeah, I’m probably going to not use this blog anymore honestly. I’m tempted to completely delete this blog and most of my others but I think that’d be pushing it. I have muse for Oswald and Minnie but I can’t write anymore, not the way I used to, and I just don’t feel like anyone cares much for my blogs and I’m not a favorite blog to anyone so what’s the point?

I’m going through a rough patch right now, mentally, I have been for years. Some times are just harder than others; it’s been going on for ten years so I’m used to it. But when it gets worse it affects my ability to do anything. I doubt myself and my writing and my ability to grab anyone’s attention anymore, not in the way others can. There’s a lot of people better than me and I just don’t have the energy to try anymore. Maybe one day but I doubt it.

I do have a blog in mind I might do in hopes of starting over elsewhere with new people in that fandom, even if said fandom kinda scares me a little, but also because that’s where my muse is right now. Some people know who it is already, so I won’t bother going into it. If I do get a blog up I’ll reblog the promos here and on Minnie so you guys know where to find me.