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//hey guys. i know i havent been here in a while. life’s been... shitty. im working on it. I’m going to try to be here, but honestly I don’t know how much I will.

//hey guys!! a quick update! I’ve fallen very very ill again and I’m going to not be available on social media for a few days! I’m afraid I am going to upset people again, and I really don’t want to hurt anyone, so I’m removing myself from almost all social media for the sake of others and myself until I start to feel a bit more in control again. I’ve begun to run a positive recovery blog and I will almost exclusively be there for the next few days, im hoping surrounding myself with some positive vibes and calming techniques will get me back on track and can push me through this rough period of meds changing. It’s incredibly rough right now because of the chemicals in my brain, but I’m doing my absolute best. I’m sorry if I’ve upset anyone, I just wanted to give you all a heads up as to WHY I’ll be mia for a few days, I’m not dead. I’ve promised myself I will not be logging into my skype or my rp blogs, so I’m very sorry for the inconvenience but I will not be around at all for the next few days! sorry :( hopefully I’ll be back monday or tuesday! again I’m very sorry! I’ll talk to you all again very soon, have a wonderful weekend! 

//I’m probably gonna be leaving the rp community in a year or two and thats wild to me

//things are really hard for me but I’m doing everything that I can and I need to give myself credit for that

//im sorry if i scared people yesterday, im better now. spoke to some therapists and stuff and im better. sorry if my swings are worse than usual im changing my meds right now so... they’re gonna be bad.. im sorry again.