ネット天使☆

Thinking about starting to mimic her and building another personality just for my bf that will revolve around her personality. I'm not my own person. I wanna wear other's skin. I wanna be them. I'm full of disgusting envy. I could wear her skin if that meant that my bf would treat me like her. I'd do anything. Anything for us to stay together, forever. Happily ever after, just like in stories. Without any distractions. Just the both of us.

I'm so jealous of one of my man's friends it's not funny anymore and the worst thing is that she's great and I'm happy that he has a good friend like her, but at the same time I feel like he texts her more and he's drier with me. Probably overreacting as always tho.

I'm genuinely so fucking stupid. I crave for someone to notice my struggles, I even made a post about it yesterday, from what I remember (???) and today my mother saw the scars on my thighs, I internally panicked and brushed it off by saying that those are stretch marks. I'm sososososo fucking stupid. At this point I'll never get professional help because of my stupidity.

Lowk wishing that my leg gets infected, I don't deserve any part of my body.

I am rotting. I'm rotting on people's eyes, and nobody seems to notice. My insides are rotten, and the outside starts to rot too. Not one family member noticed the changes in me. When they'll finally notice, it'll be too late. My body will be already covered in maggots. I smell horribly, I look horrible and I act horrible. I feel like a walking corpse. Yet my body still refuses to let me put an end to this misery.

YWWW TYSM FOR THE SPAM TOO DEAR MOOTIEEE ^^